Estelle aj Joseph
@EstelleAvo
Without a purpose life is Trivial,Petty,n Pointless. I'm Witty...
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If...
If I come back to the world... I'd pray for a better luck at love.
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Me...
This is me... I'm not wild... I'm not strong... I love my own company... I don't visit people... I fall in love easily,and my heart breaks quickly... I'm not the life of d party,I never learnt to dance... I'm not a pro in bed,I never learnt d antics... But I'm a gentle lover... I am me... I don't talk vulgar,I was not raised like that... I take Jesus very personal,he alone bears all my guilt and shame... I'm not comfortable being touched by just anybody, I like to fall in love first... I'm not comfortable being around loud individuals... It doesn't match my temperament... I am me... Boring, uneventful and unadventurous... But it's being my life and it's the only way I know how to live it... I am me... You have no right to make me feel bad about it... Different people raised us... If I wanted to love your kind of person... That's me going out of my comfort zone... It's me doing something,not for me,but for you... It's me bending my will to fit into yours... It's me trying to not look too stereotyped... Maybe I thought you'd understand and be gentle with me... But now I know everything... And I think I'll try not to change anymore... Love me or hate me... I can only be me...
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Betrayed...
When I was in pain... I cried out to you,enticed your presence,I did everything so you'd see me in my state... And you did... You wiped pain tears away,and you gave me a life... But I betrayed your love to me... I stabbed in the back... Nailed you without hesitation... Walked out on you countless times... I didn't need you anymore... When I should have been grateful I was indifferent n hateful I searched out all those tears I cried... And I couldn't find them... In a moment,I stopped to look at you... And I saw it all,it was in your eyes dropping...
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