Fear of the Cycle
How does it work
The spark
The charm
One conversation
How does it happen
I'm overthinking
Making a mountain
Out of a mole hill
Only thing is
How can it be a mole hill
When it's something I fear
Something I doubt
Will you think of me different
I fear....
You already have
What if I said the wrong thing
I offend
Rather than encourage
Again....
I fear I already have
What if I messed up
I pushed her away
In what I say, what I do
Again I fear.....
I already have
How do I know
Believe
That this is different
It's not the same situation
The same cycle
....It has to be
She's a different person
A different friend
But I fear....
I fear I lost her
Because of my doubt
Because of my fear
It's okay to be intimidated
We all are, at some point
Only thing is you have a choice
A choice that decides
Are you successful....
Or are you a failure
A choice between
Allowing your fear to control you
Or rise above it
And not let it stop you
Everyone has doubts
Fears
It makes you human
But you can't
Not for a second
Allow it to control you
Fear of the cycle
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