Hezekiah Jackson
@Hezekiah
"What makes them better than you?"
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A Moment's Weakness
I looked in the mirror Guess what I seen Most expect good looks The person they want to be Or the person by popular opinion In my mirror I saw the monsters within That fights desperately for control Surrounded by darkness The voices of death That says give in Give in to the hurt The pain that weighs on you The fatigue from pushing thus this far Give in and I can make it better The relief will overwhelm The calmness will beset you I looked in the mirror Guess what I seen I saw a person Who given in to the opinions The charismatic thoughts of others The negativity The darkness Wasn't around him No this time He was the darkness  A person can only hold but so much Accept I'm sorry But so many times  Before recognizing the feeling I need to fight back The frustration of giving so much Yet never recieving  Working without a reward Something so easily found in my darkness Here I found happiness I haven't felt in a long time My anger that was over storage Gone Yet when I look in the mirror  I realize I lost This war within my being Was to keep darkness from entering The battles against the words give in That's meant to be fought day to day Now when I see myself I see my failure A reminder that instead of fighting Keeping my light alive I blew it out For what was simple In the moment A moment's weakness
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Loss
Loss is never easy It's the road You walk alone In the dead of night Nothing moves No one speaks The world ended Shattered Before my eyes No possible way To pick up the pieces My world ended I can't speak Begin to understand Comprehend the aspects of my situation Please leave me alone I don't want to be close Everyone that gets close Leaves me I'm tired of pain Tired of emotions I wake up to the heartbreak Every morning Experience the same hurt Everyday Nothing is new The same sunrise Same sunset The same fear at night The dead silence When nothing moves No one speaks A never lasting cycle No greater pain Bigger hurt When you can't remember You forget Their looks Their voice Their laugh I can't remember The fear That everyday She slips away That one day She'll be gone Forever
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Survived
One of the best times The best experiences Are those That left an impact Made an impression Something you will remember A scar A lesson A dream Let the pain flow Hurt grow It's the only way we learn Remember The dark road Fear building Not knowing what's out there What's awaiting you Hear the movement around you Moving closer Waiting to strike Stop you By any means necessary See the scars Keepsakes From the roads I traveled The nights Spent crying Spent hurting Bleeding Don't say anything No one will hear Don't show it No one will care The darkest times Is what makes you It may break you But in the end Once it's over The sun will shine Over the mountain top In the peace Of the morning Where the hurt The pain Washes away And the experience Builds who you are What didn't break you What you been through Made you better And your scars Tell a story The hell That you walked through The dark times That you lived through That you're still here
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