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My Life
Emotions Depression Anxiety Tears Family Scars Pain Misery Friends Wishes Love Betrayal Fears
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MY LIFE!
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Tears
All I remember is tears
Crying after I heard her yell
In my eyes you can see my fears
I wish that I could escape that hell
Years passed by
I fell in love
That was when I began to lie
I began to wish I could fly to above
Scars on my arms
Scars in my heart
I have been hurt by many harms
Because he and I have to stay apart
He found another girl
A girl who said mean things
I wish that I could be his pearl
Or maybe at least grow wings
I want to fly away
Away from those who I thought were my friends
I don't care wich way
As long as my pain ends
I wish I had someone to love
Somone who will hold me while I cry
Someone who won't let me leave to above
No matter how hard I try
I wear a forever mask
So they won't see what I hide
And even if anyone bothers to ask
I will never tell them what I feel inside
I remember a time when I felt real joy
A time when I happily carried on
A time when I was loved by A boy
But now all hope is gone
All I do is shed tears
Crying when I hear them yell
I am surrounded by my fears
Will I ever escape this hell
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Devil
I wish I could fly away
Away from all harms
I no longer want to stay
Stay in the devils arms
This devil makes me cry
This devil makes me believe hope is gone
This devil makes me feel like I shouldn't try
Try to still carry on
This devil is hurting my mind
My hopes are going down the drain
This devil I want to find
So I can ask why it's putting me
through all this pain
But when I look around
It is clear to see
That this devil is not found
Because this devil is me
But I am stronger then this devil in my head
Because I don't care what it has to say
And someday this devil inside of me will be dead
And I will be okay
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Wishing Upon Stars
When I wake up at night
I can't help but think of you
When you see the moon's light
Do you think of me too
When I wish upon a star
I wish that we could be free
I wish that you weren't so far
So far away from me
I will always love you
No matter how far away you are
But for now all I can do
Is wish upon a star
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Someday
When you smile
I feel free
And I know that no matter how hard the trial
You are here for me
I wish I could fly away
Away from all harms
And I wouldn't care wich way
As long as I could fly into your arms
Then I would give you wings too
And we would be in love
Then I would fly away with you
Through the sky above
No matter what people say
It is harder to feel blue
Because I know someday
This will all come true
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Life's Wing's
It is hard to live life
It hurts as if you've been stabbed with a knife
It makes you cry
It makes you feel like you shouldn't try
It makes you believe that hope is gone
And yet why do we still carry on
Maybe because we all want that first kiss
Maybe because we don't want to leave behind the people we would miss
Maybe because we all want to be able to drive a car
Maybe because we don't want to give up when we've gone so far
Maybe because we want to be married
Maybe because we want to hold the baby that we've carried
Life makes us want to give up on all things
And yet life is what gives us our wings
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What Will They Say
No matter how hard I'm trying
I can't stop crying
Crying on the inside
It is getting hard to hide
Hide my tears
Hide my fears
Fears of what people will say
If there comes a day
A day when I don't say I'm fine
But I already know they are so happy with there lives that they dont want to hear about mine
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Behind My Smile
I make others smile
So that they won't see what I hide
But every once in awhile
I show what I feel inside
But then they turn away
And I start to cry
And no matter what they say
They don't help me they don't even try
Even when my world is upside down I will pretend to be fine
Because they don't want to see my frown
And as for my feelings they don't care about mine
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Father In Heaven
When your feeling old
And your days are cold
When you want to be free
Just come to me
And no matter what you do
I will always love you
I will wipe away your tears
I will calm your fears
And when comes the night
I will share with you my light
When you can't carry on
When all your hopes are gone
Just look to above
And you will feel my love
When all you can do is cry
It doesn't matter if you don't try
I will still set you free
By helping you see
See that I'm here for you
See that no matter what you do
No matter what others say
You will be okay
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Friends
In life I have gone far
I have grown strong
But every once and awhile I get a scar
But with that there's nothing wrong
My friends have helped me
They help me carry on
They've helped me see
See that hope is not gone
My friends are angels from heaven above
My life has been blessed by every friend
With their influence and love
My happiness will never end
My friends make me smile
I know my friends love me
They keep me happy for a long while
Because of their love I feel free
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Writing
Thank you Lord for blessing me
With a gift that I use almost every day
This gift makes me feel free
This gift made me decide to stay
I am blessed at writing
It has replaced the knife
It is my way of fighting
Fighting the battle that is life
I no longer wish for wings
Because I have all that I need
I write about all things
I have truly been freed
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Wings To Fly
All I need is you
All I want is your smile
And all you have to do
Is keep me happy for awhile
Just hold me in your arms
Wipe away my tears
Keep me safe from harms
And calm my fears
Then tell me that you'll do all things
Do all things for me
Tell me that you'll give me wings
So that I can finally be free
You are like a glittering star
Shining in the night
You are so close and yet so far
But I can still feel your light
All I want Is your love
Love for no one but me
I want us to fly off through the sky above
I want us to be free
Someday we'll get our wings
And I'll no longer cry
We will be able to do all things
Once we get our wings to fly
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Memories
I have so many memories in my head
Some of them help me carry on
But some make me cry when I go to bed
And most of them I want to be gone
In life I have gone far
But not without having scars in my heart
Most of my memories carry a scar
I guess that's what sets me apart
If people could see into my mind
What they would see is pain
But maybe then they would try to be kind
But I know my world would still rain
My world is gloomy and gray
But sometimes I see light
And no matter what people say
I will not give up the fight
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Emotions
Not many know what I feel inside
Not many know how often I cry
Not many can see what I hide
And many never will no matter how hard they try
I wish I could run away
Away from all harms
I guess I do have people who say
I can always run into their arms
They want to make me smile
They want to take away my pain
They keep me happy for awhile
But my world still does rain
I know they are being kind
I know they are being sweet
But I'd rather keep my emotions in my mind
I am not yet ready to admit defeat
So for now I will fight
And I will pretend to be fine
But someday I will feel the light
And as for my emotions I’ll give up mine
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Smile
It took a long while
But after many tries
I can now smile
Without any lies
I never cry
My smile is real
I no longer try
To hide what I feel
I will let it show
That I don't care what others say
I want everyone to know
That I am okay
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Wings
You are always in my head
You are there when I close my eyes
You are in my dreams when I go to bed
You light up the night skies
It hurts that we have to stay apart
I wish I could be with you
You left a hole in my heart
I don't know what to do
You gave me more memories
than I could ever ask for
But now your just a memory I can't forget
As for the memories I wish we could make more
I wish we could go back to the day we met
For you all I feel is love
For you all I will do all things
You are an angel from above
I am sorry I took your wings
I took your wings so you would stay with me
I took your wings so you would hold my hand
I took your wings so you wouldn't fly free
I took your wings so you would help me stand
So I heard you love another girl
I couldn't help but cry
I remember when I was your pearl
So now I say goodbye
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My Friend
I love you my friend
Even though you don't love me
You are the only reason my hopes don't end
Thank you for setting me free
You are like a glittering star
Shining in the night
You are so close and yet so far
Their is no hope in sight
Hope that you will love me
Hope that we will be together
I just hope you can see
That I love you no matter the weather
I want you to know
How I feel about you
And even if it already does show
I will give you a clue
When I look into your deep blue eyes
I feel like I'm going to drown
Can you see past my lies
Do you know why I frown
Your smile calms the storm inside
Your smile makes me want to carry on
I know you would care if I died
Maybe not all hope is gone
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