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First Time
Take me back to the first time
we kissed for a longtime
Touching me like it was your last time
Working my body overtime
Our tongues were at war
While your hands explored
Every inch of me under your spell
As you wished my clothes farewell
Every gentle touch
stimulated my core so much
The feelings were pleasing
Had me pleading
And my heart beating
All so rapidly
Forgetting about reality
As you pulled on my hair
And proceeded our love affair
As I battled for air
These moments are now rare
All I ask is
Take me back to the first time
Sometime
~Merees
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Forever in my mind
Sitting here in the cold
wishing you were here to hold
no matter the distance
id forever wish for you at the instance
Constantly wanting to call
did I ever tell you, You were my all
I feel your presence even when I'm alone
if only you were my own
You forever in my mind
I wouldn't mind if you were mine💕
Be my one and only S.A
We'd probably slay 🔥
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Crystal Rain
Oh Crystal Rain
Wash away all my pain
Lighten my heart
For the weight it can no longer bare
Clear my air
It's been contaminated for way too long
I wish all was rare
But sadly it's a repeated song
Oh Crystal Rain
Wash away all my pain
For love is what I plead
Let it be the only thing I dare to bleed
Let not my heart shatter
Allow these pieces to gather
For its my only true desire
In this world that constantly deceives
Oh Crystal Rain
Wash away all my pain
~ Merees
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My dearest
his passive voice
Be the echo to my heart
Every time I'm asked to choose
His always my first choice❤
His love so pleasant
loving his very presence
My baby's so dear to me
his the only one real to me 🤞
His chestnut brown eyes
They see right through me
His always giving me them butterflies
I always dare to picture him on one knee😍
His so perfect
even with his imperfections ❤🤞😍
~Merees
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Faded love
Too many days making myself a fool
You mistook my worth for a cheap tool
You never ever treated me like a precious jewel
You were so cruel
And now all we have is faded love
All I ever wished for was greater love
and now you make me wish for interracial love
Lost hope in you and I
our lives always collide
been such a painful ride
want to cut ties
tired of the blood shot eyes
I don't deserve this ocean of tears
filling me with gigantic fears
of a love
always renamed faded love
~Merees
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Gone but not forgotten
Everything took me by surprise
My heart still cries
My world still feels capsized
closure I shall find
Just wish everything could rewind
So many memories
They'll forever be my treasuries
My thoughts filled with "If Onlys" all at nighttime
if only we were given more time
if only I could have done something
if only I had control over things
if only you both could have stayed
I promise no thought or memory will ever fade
I miss you both dearly
would be so, yearly
Do hear me
when I say
I miss thee both❤
~Merees
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crush
My heart pounds
Lay your head on my chest
and listen to these sounds
Do you hear the beat?
looking deep into your eyes
I whisper
Every beat
represents my expanding love for you
S.A
~Merees
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Lonely
I'm lonely
I wanted to be your one and only
But you only wanted me to be your homie
Feeling so drawn to you
My best friend
I never intended for this to happen
But I'm falling
wish you could be my boyfriend
But I suddenly began to offend you
So I started to pretend
As though my feelings have faded
And the very night I had been wasted
But the truth
I'm still falling
I'm lonely
But I'm sorry I can't be your homie
you still respond coldly 😔
~ Merees
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Our Magical Love Affair
He runs his fingers through my hair
here begins our magical love affair
He leans towards me and recites sweet little poems in my ear
He says his love he has to declare
He proves it with a passionate kiss
He begins to caress my body
His touch I could never resist
He bites on my bottom lip
As he gracefully grabs at my waist
My minds taken on an exotic trip
As His kisses gently trace my neck
He does it all so well
I can't help but dwell
Don't want it to end
but I know it's only going to last seconds longer
As this is your final goodbye
But it's "absence that makes the heart grow fonder"
~ Merees
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I'm done breathing
Upon closing my eyes
He sees all opportunity
To speak his cold hearted lies
He assures me that I'm all he'll ever need
But proves me wrong with each deed
My heart he swore he'd never play
thus fake promises
made on Valentine's day
I thought you'd be true
But here's the ugly truth
all you ever did was break my heart in two
you made me feel awful
yet claimed to be thoughtful
left in the depths of despair
All to which I feel subjected to
torturing thoughts
And a blade which cuts through
~ Merees
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His Love
His momentary glances
They take my breath away
Love it when it's just you and I
How I pray for many more chances
His affectionate nature
Be his dominate feature
His loves forbidden
But my feelings
They refuse to remain hidden
His the reason for my smile
I hope he stays for a while
I love him more then the air that I breathe
Just hope he shows me all the love he shields beneath,
That stonewall
Dictate it all to me at nightfall
While I listen closely
To the amazing sound of your voice
Its moments like these I rejoice
S.A
~Merees
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HE LOVES ME HE LOVES ME NOT
He holds my heart captivated
With each look into his eyes
I feel so enchanted
My burdens he leaves them stranded
My humble heart he'll never take for granted
Each petal
Falling at my very feet
When you not around
I feel so incomplete
With each falling petal
I whisper gently
He loves me he loves me not
I envy the first ever to hold his heart
I envy she, the one to kiss his lips first
Id treat him like gold
Here my feelings are told
My love I unfold
Big and bold
Ti amo
~Merees
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Light To My Darkness
The light to my darkness
I'm in need of the feeling
Of fulfillness
I'm tired of all this emptiness
All I want is to feel complete
But all I am
Is incomplete
This feeling I can't compete
Lonely lonely lonely
Listen closely
To my only testimony
My dark thoughts I reveal
Thus I kneel
He only listens
Despite all the times I kept my distance
He is the light to my darkness
He's the reason for my fulfillness
The only reason I kneel
And to him I'm thankful
~ Merees
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Slow kissing
Your hand's upon my thighs
Each touch I feel my breath escaping
I can't help the craving
Slow kissing
The only thing I'm missing
Those lips against thy neck
I envy
Thy love was pure
But I was due to hurt
You couldn't be my cure
Shall I hurt no more
My eyes may leak
Tears of pure happiness it will be
It'll be the only cry I ever make
Slow kissing
Is the only thing I'm missing
Thy hands against my skin
You'd never make me sink
Captivated by Thy love is all I truly loved
But sadly our love is lost
And slow kissing is all I'm missing
~ Merees
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Fallen Roses
My heart bleeds
Did I ever tell you,
You all it needs?
You pulling back
I promise never will my love lack
My love for you exceeds greatest depths
I just hope my love, you accept
Self consciously torn
As I plead and beg for your love
Simply ignored
I thought you cared
I can't go on like this
But it's times with you I reminisce
Never will you doubt my loyalty
But trust me I don't deserve this much cruelty
I'm love-bound
Just don't want to be your rebound
Fallen roses
My love he disposes
~ Merees
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Heartache
Never will I love this much again
Needs to end, it hurts all so bad
Where's the gain?
~Merees
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Thoughts
Sleepless nights
Crowded thoughts
It's torment
Can't take this
Not for another moment
Haunted by my own thoughts
In need of couple shots
This is pure torture
Another disorder
~Merees
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Sadly
~ SADLY ~ by : Merees
Constantly told with every dark night comes a brighter day
How long can I stand this agony
It's insanity
Like literally
Everything seems done deliberately
Feel like I'm going insane
Im never on the right lane
It's in my vein
All I feel is pain
Barely seeing the days where I'm sober
My life's over
And no one can fix the damages
It'll take you ages
So Imma watch my life crumble
It wasn't just a minor tumble
Sadly I'll always feel abused
Guess I'll never be the most amused
I hate this feeling!
But I blame myself for not yet accepting fate
It's been this way till date ....
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Desperate heart
Despite this desperate heart
I keep it content
In hopes the craving of love dies
And I feed off life once again
Saving myself from pain and sorrow
Filling myself with gladness for the next 'morrow
Saving myself from drowning in my own tears
And awaiting the perfect day
When the sun breaks through the clouds
Filling my soul with warmth
And my heart with happiness once again
But this time
Alot better happiness...
~ Merees Nero
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