I am strong...
Ruqayyah Jkh
If i can cry every night haunted by the memory of you.. Then i am strong... If i can have sleepless nights every night while wanting to sleep.. Then i am strong... If i can talk to you every single day though i remember what you did to me.. Then i am strong... If i can love you everyday with every breath i take though you left me.. Then i am strong... I don't need to hate you to move on.. I don't want to hate you.. I have erred too in our relationship.. Yet i am still here.. And it seems you do not understand why i am still here... I am not you.. I am not rational.. Though i do recall you saying when it comes to me you are not either.. Yet here we are.. You are not hurting as i am.. You do not remember us as i am.. You are not haunted by us as i am.. You no longer love me as i do.. I do not know if you ever did love me.. Cause i cannot understand how people move on so easily.. Forget so easily.. You keep reminding me you are straight... Weren't you when you fell for me? Weren't you when you kissed me? Weren't you when we made out? Weren't you when you held my hands? Weren't u straight when you wanted me as much as i wanted you? It is funny you keep saying that... What was i then.. An experiment.. A six months experiment.. So yeah.. I am strong for still wanting you back after what you did to me...
2018-12-21 21:07:04
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alvahmara
Heart whelming
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2018-12-23 12:46:58
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Kept alive... Thank you... Restless... This is me...
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Я отпущу с временем дальше ...
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Так было нужно , я это лишь знаю Ты ушёл как ветра свежости дым Оставив на прощание " прости ", Забрав с собою частичку души Я больше об этом перестала плакать , И начала двигаться дальше забыв Хоть было то лето яркости сладко , Но больше не стану также любить , Хоть постоянно всплывают твои лести фразы , Что мучали глубоко теплотою внутри, Я отпущу с временем дальше И буду двигаться без лишней слёзы, Я не веню тебя за такое решение И понимаю почему было так , Но время летит незаметно Ничего не оставив с собою забрав ...
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I Saw a Dream
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I saw a dream, and there were you, And there was coldness in your eyes. I wonder what a kind of true Made you become as cold as ice. And later I looked back to get a sense This empty glance was hellish call of past. It used to be a high and strong defense Against the world, the pain and me at last. You looked at me, and peering in your soul, I felt so lonely, as something vital died. And that is what I fear most of all - That nothing gentle will remain inside. Inside of you. Inside of me as well. And nothing will be said to farewell.
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