Mother..
Mother,
Where were you when i needed you the most..
Mother,
Why didn't you come to see me at the hospital when i was a kid..
Mother,
Why did you threaten to kill us when you are the one who gave birth to us..
Mother,
Why were you always so bitter and angry all the time..
Mother,
Why did you punish us for your miserable life you were living...
Mother,
Weren't you suppose to be the home we come to when we are scare..
Weren't you the one we were suppose to look to..
Weren't you the one who was suppose to give love,trust & safety..
Mother,
You failed us..
You punished us for whatever you went through..
You took away from us any chance of a normal childhood..
Mother,
I have only one & none will ever be able to replace you..
I was a kid then..
I was a teenager then..
I am a woman now..
I don't know about forgiveness nor love..
I don't know how to describe our relationship..
But, i have got your honnesty,your generosity,your anger,your bitterness & your strength..
So Mother,
Thank you...
No,the means for raising us weren't right..
Still, we turned out to be amazing individuals,each in their own way...
18.09.2018
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