Clutch Onto a Illusionary Feeling
I let myself fall for it,
the unreachable bright star.
It's like his brightness was too sparky for the grey I once was stained with before.
And all what we had is gone with the wind too far, I feel so small!
I know he watches me bleed my love, rusted all over the floor.
I remember everything that can be forgotten.
I thought I knew it all, I seem to know nothing but a bit of him more.
I wish I stop seeing my shadow everywhere I go..
I wish I could see more of him on the brick side wall.
I wish the wishing is possible for us to get together once more.
I wish only I could see his face instead the hole in my core.
I feel broken, I feel so torn up. I feel just little, or I'm cracking off like an old wheel.
I hadn't got to say goodbyes.
He stays inside my deepest spot for as long as I'm liv this suck life.
2020-12-18 22:58:31
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