QUESTIONS
I have so many questions
I wonder if I'll lookup to the sky
Will I get the answers I am longing for?
How long will I keep on crying and blaming myself?
How long will I wait to get you out of my mind?
How long will it take to let go, accept what happened and move on with my life?
How long will it take me to come to terms with the fact that there was nothing I could have
Done to save you, and you'll never be cz I lost you before I met you
I wish there was something I could have done
For you to grow inside me till your due date
And for us to meet once you were born
I could have been your mom and best friend
But I guess it wasn't time for me to be a mom
Cz God loved you more and he called you home
The thoughts of you baby Kayden are slowly killing me
Your dad doesn't give a shit about me anymore
I guess you were the only thing that connected us
I feel so lonely even if am surrounded by my friends and family
I feel that no understands what am feeling
But I promise I'll be strong cz I know you want me to be
I loved you and still do love you my baby
2019-02-02 19:40:08
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