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THE PUZZLE OF LIFE
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Today is that day I feel like giving up, I am sad, happy, bored, so I don’t understand what am I feeling. I tell my friends, they just laugh and say that am emotional. My life is taking turns, and I don’t know what to do than hide my emotions and be strong.
I thought I was wise by burying all my emotions, what I did not know is that I should learn how to control my emotions, manage negativity to increase my mental and emotional strength. Do my thoughts, fears, and emotions contribute to my well-being? No. I have allowed my experiences sabotage my future and present, which is always the trigger to my breakdown every time I face rejection or negativity. I have the fear of letting go and forgiving and moving on with life. This is the reason I have darkness and hollowness inside me. I have the fear of welcoming people into my mind and heart because most of them end disappointing me and leaving me in a dark tunnel I call my inner fears and demons.
The society and the people in it have crushed my happiness because of their betrayal every time you confined in them. The society describes happiness as; your wealth, beautiful spouse, having degrees, the best cars and many others. That’s why we choose to find happiness in things like abuse of drugs, reckless sex, partying among others.
I prefer being alone than talk to people which I have heard will bring healing. I disagree, to me happiness is personal, it starts from within me. This is when I notice the little things that make me happy and do them often. Find your happiness from within be happy and live a happy life.
God's Time
Думки вголос, Різне
Many are times that we ask God to give or do something for us because he did it for someone else. We are competing with other people's timelines, in making our requests known to the most high. The word says that God is never late but comes at the appropriate time.
When delayed, even after earnest prayers, this shows that the Lord loves us and wants to surprise us when we least expect. Remember the story of Lazarus, when the word of his illness reached Jesus he did not take action immediately, why? Because it wasn't the right time. He waited patiently for the right time so that the name of the most high would be glorified. When people saw him coming they thought to themselves that he was very late. But praise be to God Almighty, he raised Lazarus from the dead.
In the story of your life, maybe you called God at your lowest moment but he did not give you what you wanted. He wanted you to be strong, he knew you would conquer and his name will be glorified
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GOT TO GO
In the darkest corner in raucous club
I treat myself to some cold whiskey
I wonder whether I should stay forever
In these nest; the comfort and peace
I hate the fact that
All is not what it seems
cherished beautiful dreams ,precious treasured memories , unrequited love
I needed to detach myself from you
I should’ve done this a long time ago
Distancing myself; has become the only way to cope and heal, hanging by a thread and I hope no one cuts the rope.
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UNREQUISITE?
Ensared by a well of desire
Intoxicated by your warmth
You say you love but little did I know, they were empty words and no actions
I effuse unreturned love,
darkness and realization came sooner, your vows are delicate,
promises empty, so easily do they break.
Now I know that I'm a pawn of your unrequited love,
One of your many conquests
I can hear the little whispers in my mind, silence too loud
My mind awake and super noisy
The night drips, and my life fades aways
I think I wasn’t meant to be loved
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REST DEAR AUNTY
Weeks ago, the doctors told us that
a very sneaky, shape shifting, rapid proliferation, demon-cancer
moving with a sadistic glee
Was swiftly violating your body
Its Venom trickling down your body
A dark cloud hovered in the summer sky
We never knew anything for certain
But we were hopeful and looked forward to your recovery
I remember your brave face through all the pain and suffering
You didn't shed a single tear; In your eyes we saw pain and agony
Slowly tears rolled down our eyes, they wouldn't refrain.
you stayed intact, strong and positive
You gave us hope, you promised to be okay
We knew the time had come to say goodbye, It was so hard to let you go
You told me, mwili ni maua
And now I understand that
we are impermanent beings that eventually fade away,
So I'll love life, be thankful,
and just do the best I can for as long as I can.
There is a ferocious fire,
slowly scorching and tormenting us,
To be brave is to cry, they say
We have been balling our eyes out since we received the news of your demise.
Rest my dear auntie
It's hard to say goodbye
We love you
Huruka uhoro
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