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HEALING
Time heals all wounds so they say
Day in day out
I wake up in the hopes that
Maybe ,just maybe one day I will wake up
and feel no sadness or pain that
You left.
Healing, when will I heal?, I ask myself
If time really heals, why hasn't time nursed my wounds, its been long.
It took hurting and crying myself to sleep ,to realize that healing does not happen overnight,after the heart break that you left me in
Healing, what really is healing?
To say I have forgotten you
Would be a white lie, to say I have totally healed would also mean the same but through it all I have realized that,
Healing for me is waking up without the bitterness that you left me
Out of the blue, it is accepting the fact that we were toxic for each other.
Healing is admitting that no matter how I tried, how we tried to hold on
we were never meant for
"happily ever after "in the first place
It is accepting that you have moved on with another .
Healing are those baby steps that
I am making everyday to be content
With myself and to accept that I was always and always good enough .
It is being able to spend days, weeks without thinking about you ,
About what could have ,should have
Happened and just letting it all go.
Day in, day out am healing,
Am learning to be okay with my scars, no more hiding them,
It is evidence that am human after all.
Healing, healing what really is healing?
Healing is accepting that you were
Never my Romeo and I was never your
Juliet either , It is laughing through the pain.
Healing is waking up with a new ray of hope that the one for me,my prince charming will come and it will just feel right .
Healing for me is a process,
It's happening gradually
So in the end time doesn't heal all wounds, it is what you do with the time that heals.
I am healing each and every single day, allowing my heart to feel it all, the pain and the happiness, with the faith that my true love will find its way home to me.
Till then,am still HEALING.
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SHATTERED
Funny how my heart keeps being
Stepped on like its a doormate,
To say I have had bad luck in love
Is an understatement,
Sometimes i ask myself,
Did someone cast a spell on my love life??
Then you came and everything changed
I told myself things were different
This time around,the walls I had built
Around my heart,you came and brought
All of them down.
I let my gut down,thinking you were going
To be the queen of my heart for eternity
For once in a long time you made me
Believe that true love truly existed,then
One day it all ended in the blink of an eye
How could I have known it was all a facade,
I cannot believe it up to this day,
If this is a nightmare please somebody
Wake me up
You made me believe in love,turned this stone
Heart of mine into a soft one,why did you
Make me believe in you so much only to leave me
When i needed you the most?
Tears roll down on my cheeks effortlessly
When i think of you girl.
You said, I did not deserve someone like you,
I deserved better but girl,you are all I ever wanted
I begged you to stay,you said I was a man and I
was going to be okay,
But being a man does not mean am not human
I cry,I shatter and all people expect is for me to be strong
Carrying it so well does not mean its not heavy
Here I am,shattered ,my heart torn into pieces
Girl,I can not begin to imagine how my life is
Going to be without your love.
My heart is bleeding and my soul is in agony.
The thought that we almost had it all,
Is like cancer,its killing me slowly
I know I have to move on,but where do
I even begin from,
The golden rule stays the same,
"What doesn't kill you make you stronger"
All I have now are broken promises of love,
The memories still haunt me every single day.
Am so tired of people stepping and playing with
My heart all in the name that I am a man,
Being a man does not mean am not human,
Guess all that is left to say now is girl,
I wish you the best though you left my heart bleeding...
SHATTERED.
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