Natasha T Chirume
@_natashatchirume
#Poetry speaks
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HEALING
Time heals all wounds so they say Day in day out I wake up in the hopes that Maybe ,just maybe one day I will wake up and feel no sadness or pain that You left. Healing, when will I heal?, I ask myself If time really heals, why hasn't time nursed my wounds, its been long. It took hurting and crying myself to sleep ,to realize that healing does not happen overnight,after the heart break that you left me in Healing, what really is healing? To say I have forgotten you Would be a white lie, to say I have totally healed would also mean the same but through it all I have realized that, Healing for me is waking up without the bitterness that you left me Out of the blue, it is accepting the fact that we were toxic for each other. Healing is admitting that no matter how I tried, how we tried to hold on we were never meant for "happily ever after "in the first place It is accepting that you have moved on with another . Healing are those baby steps that I am making everyday to be content With myself and to accept that I was always and always good enough . It is being able to spend days, weeks without thinking about you , About what could have ,should have Happened and just letting it all go. Day in, day out am healing, Am learning to be okay with my scars, no more hiding them, It is evidence that am human after all. Healing, healing what really is healing? Healing is accepting that you were Never my Romeo and I was never your Juliet either , It is laughing through the pain. Healing is waking up with a new ray of hope that the one for me,my prince charming will come and it will just feel right . Healing for me is a process, It's happening gradually So in the end time doesn't heal all wounds, it is what you do with the time that heals. I am healing each and every single day, allowing my heart to feel it all, the pain and the happiness, with the faith that my true love will find its way home to me. Till then,am still HEALING.
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SHATTERED
Funny how my heart keeps being Stepped on like its a doormate, To say I have had bad luck in love Is an understatement, Sometimes i ask myself, Did someone cast a spell on my love life?? Then you came and everything changed I told myself things were different This time around,the walls I had built Around my heart,you came and brought All of them down. I let my gut down,thinking you were going To be the queen of my heart for eternity For once in a long time you made me Believe that true love truly existed,then One day it all ended in the blink of an eye How could I have known it was all a facade, I cannot believe it up to this day, If this is a nightmare please somebody Wake me up You made me believe in love,turned this stone Heart of mine into a soft one,why did you Make me believe in you so much only to leave me When i needed you the most? Tears roll down on my cheeks effortlessly When i think of you girl. You said, I did not deserve someone like you, I deserved better but girl,you are all I ever wanted I begged you to stay,you said I was a man and I was going to be okay, But being a man does not mean am not human I cry,I shatter and all people expect is for me to be strong Carrying it so well does not mean its not heavy Here I am,shattered ,my heart torn into pieces Girl,I can not begin to imagine how my life is Going to be without your love. My heart is bleeding and my soul is in agony. The thought that we almost had it all, Is like cancer,its killing me slowly I know I have to move on,but where do I even begin from, The golden rule stays the same, "What doesn't kill you make you stronger" All I have now are broken promises of love, The memories still haunt me every single day. Am so tired of people stepping and playing with My heart all in the name that I am a man, Being a man does not mean am not human, Guess all that is left to say now is girl, I wish you the best though you left my heart bleeding... SHATTERED.
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