Antisocial
I know they meant good When locked me up in the safe room Told me all about rules Gave me guilt and my conscience Cultivated politeness But modesty trapped me in silence I was scared of what they might tell about me It forced me to hide Become pro in denial So wary I never played games Never been asking Never trust others Having been laughed at Long story short, I'm a case for psychiatrists Long story in dark colours But time wasn't any more kind Just that I was stubborn Kept me alive That's my confession Now I feel power The strange kind But it's the best I could find At night when they all shut up and leave I could crawl out of my room and breathe 25 04 20 Created for the beat: Antisocial dark piano underground
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