❝ true colors ❞

and in all my chaos, you were there, you touched my body, without using your hands, and you touched my soul, using your heart. and when you touched me, my feelings turned into a lilac sky, because you were red, and i was blue. we felt the whole rainbow together when me made love, and you were the last person on earth, with who i wanted to live my life.

cluj-napoca, romania
2020. february 13
dorottya

[ sexual content ahead ]

whilst being on the psych ward, she only thought about him, it didn't mattered that they were texting again.
she lied to her rezident, and to her mother, so she can go after control, to his apartment.
then she realized she had an appointment at her therapist. as she went down from the mental hospital, in mănăștur, they were talking, again. she was smiling, while her grandmother was looking weirdly at her. as they arrived home, in mărăști. she changed her clothes, got on her legs, a pair of white converse, and rainbow socks from h&m. she left her flat, and while going to the bus station, she started talking with him, again.
after therapist she got on the bus, at memorandumului, where she called him on the phone.
the bus slowly arrived to the vivo shopping center, their usual meeting spot. as they met, they greeted each other, with a short kiss, and a long hug.
after, they went to his home, to his sister's apartment. at the door, she stopped, took off her black denim coat, and then she was interrupted by him, he suddenly touched her hips, after he strongly pulled himself towards her and kissed her, softly. forehead to forehead and the first breath of the statement.
"i love you" he said, as he pressed his lips against hers.
"i love you too" she replied to his confession, while she gave him another soft kiss.
whilst kissing, he grabbed her, and they entered the bedroom, what he shared with his twin brother. his fingers went up under her t-shirt, while they kept kissing; after, she didn't even notice anymore, that on her, wasn't any piece of clothing upside. he layed her down on the bed, as if she was a piece of soft silk. after he grabbed her butt, and kissed her, like her lips were air, and he couldn't breath.
actually, he couldn't resist her body, it was his first time, while second for her. he wanted to take her blue, denim trousers off, while she didn't wanted to; she didn't know if she was scared of him and of what could he do with her, or she was scared because she had deep scars on her thighs. then he got off her pants, and in shock, he started talking.
"damn" he said, as he kissed her again.
her clothes slid off her body, like a piece of cloth in these moments, is just a vile sinner.
he goes with his hand on more sensitive spots on her body, whilst he feels her hands on his back, where she would crawl out her desires later. then he goes inside of her with his fingers.
this was different for her, different than her last girlfriend, or different than her last boyfriend. she felt herself, just now, really. she felt her whole body crawl out of its shell, while making her feel the heavens.
he starts moving his fingers, while her feelings came out as sounds of her body language.
if love is a war, then it's kisses are making her weak, they making her numb. love itself, and the person you love causes you dependence.
with his fingers, he strokes her lips, as he watches those beautiful brown eyes. his eyes were her favorite. they were beautiful, with so much thinking in it. thinking of her. she saw forever in his eyes.
if he's with her, who is against her? no one.
his body was glued on hers, as he started kissing her neck. she couldn't keep her sounds anymore.
as his fingers moved so fastly; for a moment, she didn't even know if this was the the reality or just a wet dream.
he stopped, as she looked at him in disappointment, because she wanted him to continue what he did. he turned out on the bed, next to her, and as he sat with his manhood turning towards the ceiling, he spoke.
"suck it" he said, while she opened her mouth and started making him feel good. his groans were like music to her ears. she liked them, and she wanted more of them, even though she stopped. with his moans, he made her feel numb.
she started giving him pleasures again, while his groans started being more loud. he was holding her shoulder-length hair, while she used her tongue softly.
and when she stopped, he got on top of her body, while going inside of her, while she run her hand through his curly hair. she moaned again. it hurt her. even though she doesn't wanted him to stop, ever. she had this kind of pleasures, last summer, while being on one of her friends birthday, in his village. but that was different than that. she never felt this good in her entire life. she moaned, and felt her whole body working alone, without her permission, she groaned, as he got deeper and deeper in her. he leaned upon the pillows on his bed, while slowly moving in her.
"faster" she groaned, while scratching with her nails, in his back. he started going faster, and faster, when eventually she had an orgasm.
"i love you so fucking much" he sighed, as she bit her lower lip. she didn't said it back, she was occupied with feeling heaven and hell, in the same time. he filled her up.
then they changed something in the bedroom. this time, she was on top, while he was holding her from her hips. oh, if walls could talk, they would say so much.
several orgasms laters, when she was on him, riding him, she felt like she was a wild horse on the prairie, while she got more and more of him.
"oh yeah" he said, while closing his eyes. "fuck me with that pussy"
she closed her eyes too, whilst enjoying his words towards her.
as he felt like he needed to cum, he was holding her hips tighter and tighter, while he didn't said a word. then they laid back on the bed, smiling at each other.
as he came between her breasts, she felt warmness, as it flowed alongside. her heart mets along with him.
they smiled at each other, and never thought they would have such a good time together. they screamed, and groaned, and laughed. thats what were they. pure happiness.