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Only Not Him
Do not ever come across him
Do not even look at him
Even though he is smart
And pays bills with his card
Do not pay attention go him.
Again do not ever find him
Do not ever search for him
Even though he’s sarcastic
And his smile’s made of plastic
Do not ever think of him.
Do not fall in love with him
Do not ever cry ‘cos of him
Though his talent is big
He’s got different dick
Do not ever die for him.
You don’t have to take care of him
You should not ever stare at him
Even when he’s alone
He is there and then gone
You can not be a girl of him.
You must not ever know about him
You must not ever laugh with him
Though the thread between love
And hate is too thin
You must be afraid of him.
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Dedication to the Person I Still Respect as a Professional Musician
Why are you killing the light inside me
Every time I turn your music on?
Why are you torturing me so constantly
While singing and making your voice so sweet?
Why are you mourning your feeling of love
For the only one who is too far away from you
And doesn't even know about your existence?
Why are you kissing the shadow of hope
Every time you come on stage to wipe your audience out?
And why are you leaving us weeping for the end
Of this thrilling era of a new metal genre you've just set up?
All this stuff irritates me so much
That I can't express all my emotions
And it devastates me eternally
And I can't cope with this shit
Anyway let me thank you
For everything you've done for us and yourself
But why?
Tell me – why is it so?
Nobody knows.
Not even me.
Not even you.
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Dynamite
It seems I have no more words to describe
What I'm afraid of and what I feel
This mountain of difficulties is too high for me to climb
And these bleeding wounds are not able anymore to heal
You can't fix me. That's why I'm going blind
Don't disturb me at all or I'm gonna explode
Like a firework, like a lightning in a silent night
Don't even come closer to my new fresh tomb
Where I lie not waiting for a brave knight
To save me cos' I'm a big dynamite
Of course you all know happiness is not my cup of tea
So don't call my number when you're in a big trouble
I'll never become the luckiest person ever to be
Moreover I'll never get out of my cosy bubble
Definitely you know that love and other shit is not for me
My rage is growing faster and stronger every time
I face people I hate, I want them out of my sight
You just can't even imagine I'm tired of being kind
I'm longing for a frightening storm and the darkest light
To take my soul with them and destroy my dynamite
Don't suspect me pretending I'm alright
It's not so easy as you may think to let go
All your fears and give up every fight
You're destined to lose. Even if you know
My heart is a huge, enormous dynamite
It's waiting for its moment to be blown out
It will happen any time you certainly want
But when the sky is covered with heavy clouds
You'll soon find out I'm not really fond
Of being a black sheep and please don't,
Don't even try to connect with my ego, it's sick
Sick of all my mental diseases and so you might
Suppose I'm absolutely crazy. You'd better lick
Someone's cock before you claim I've lost my mind
I've already have as I say I'm a dynamite.
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No More Need
I'm all out of hope of meeting you,
Taking pictures with you, holding you so tight you can hardly breathe,
Walking through streets and valleys of towns
And cities where we've never ever been
I'm all out of dreaming about telling you how much I respect you
And love you and adore you very very much
You don't even know how I wish my mad fantasies to finally become reality
How I long for your innocent and such soft gentle touch
I can not also imagine what would it be like
Seeing your face, smiling open wide
Looking at a shy and displaced creature like myself
While the clouds are gathering around the Sun shining bright
I'm such a fool to transform into someone else
So that I could hide my personality at all
And please don't even try to persuade me
It's not okay. Dancing in the darkness with my own fall
I catch myself playing like a little stupid girl
Tricking with people I hold most dear
To my heart broken into thousands of small pieces
Which aren't able to be completely fixed. And now can you hear
My body tearing apart with rotten meat
Attached to my fragile bones and poisoned blood
Floating in my weak veins? But you don't pay any point of your attention
So well keep on your mind but beware of the upcoming flood
Full of all my disappointments and sadness and endless rage
Boiling outside this rusty surface turning around
When you understand after all what is happening to me
It will be too late and as soon as I reach the ground
I will be lying in a new recently digged heartopen grave
And the new generation's gonna spread the new seeds
Of cruelty, violence and hatred and this continuous war between nations
And at last I say: in everything there was, there is and there will be no more need.
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