No More Need
I'm all out of hope of meeting you,
Taking pictures with you, holding you so tight you can hardly breathe,
Walking through streets and valleys of towns
And cities where we've never ever been
I'm all out of dreaming about telling you how much I respect you
And love you and adore you very very much
You don't even know how I wish my mad fantasies to finally become reality
How I long for your innocent and such soft gentle touch
I can not also imagine what would it be like
Seeing your face, smiling open wide
Looking at a shy and displaced creature like myself
While the clouds are gathering around the Sun shining bright
I'm such a fool to transform into someone else
So that I could hide my personality at all
And please don't even try to persuade me
It's not okay. Dancing in the darkness with my own fall
I catch myself playing like a little stupid girl
Tricking with people I hold most dear
To my heart broken into thousands of small pieces
Which aren't able to be completely fixed. And now can you hear
My body tearing apart with rotten meat
Attached to my fragile bones and poisoned blood
Floating in my weak veins? But you don't pay any point of your attention
So well keep on your mind but beware of the upcoming flood
Full of all my disappointments and sadness and endless rage
Boiling outside this rusty surface turning around
When you understand after all what is happening to me
It will be too late and as soon as I reach the ground
I will be lying in a new recently digged heartopen grave
And the new generation's gonna spread the new seeds
Of cruelty, violence and hatred and this continuous war between nations
And at last I say: in everything there was, there is and there will be no more need.
2018-10-24 10:55:59
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