Gifted and insane
Matty
Making love in an autopsy room
Suicide attempt
Lest time together
Mother raising hell
Dreams and memories
Investigation
Never to love again
Medical school
Gifted and insane
Randoldie a google looking girl in a creepy zombie way, was deemed gifted to genius IQ when she was in med school.  But she had suicidal thoughts and feeling towards life.  He couldn't live the typical life of a college student as she lived with her mother who loved her but was puritanical Christian.   So when she wanted to be in medical science her mother cut her off  as she didnt believe in science or modern medicine as she was Roma.  With this after her IQ test  she was deemed also insane.  Not mentally ill but insane she did drugs open during surgeries and was forced to be in forensic pathology where she couldn't hurt anyone or worse. Her first autopsy was an Ebola victim and she also caught the disease but survived but she did not straight up after most would after an near death experience.  But further traumatizing her.
She had to deal with complications of Ebola on her own as wella heroin addiction in her lonesome in the hospital morgue. 
She would developed lesbian fantasies as a beautiful young woman who died of suicide.... ut her fantasies where if this young woman where still alive.  Her feelings towards the young dead woman was so intense that before she released the body she kissed whom she called her bride and kissed her brow then went into a deep depression. She would life this Greek or Shakespearean tragedy many times the living in love with the dead.
When she saw alive young woman who looked like her bride being treated she went into her room and looked after her, and also feel in love with this live girl.  She was would visit bee for a while and then raised randoldie kissing being...... making out was catching attention.  She was then placed in the medical examiner officer to be a pathologist for every away from the living patients.    But this drove her madness, she made a pen pal.world account to find younger men and the like with dating sites.  But every one was repulsed by her twisted good looks.   She then would conceal her true identity and used a fake picture.  But the she was smoking cocaine and was growing more and more insane.
When she got an email from her dating sites from a 18 year old named matty she was in love.  She final said that she was Roma doctor who was in love with him as the had similar tastes and interests....medical science.  But she did not dare to tell her really job or name. 
She soon closed all her accounts and only talk to matty.  As if to get her feelers out.  Soon it was "let's meet sweetheart,"
But what was she going to do.  She had a needle of sensitive in her purse when she was going to go out in for the first time in her life.   This would tick her mother off.  But she didnt care. 

© J.v Starry,
книга «Deranged».
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