Gifted and insane
Matty
Making love in an autopsy room
Suicide attempt
Lest time together
Mother raising hell
Dreams and memories
Investigation
Never to love again
Medical school
Never to love again
Has lily's post about him on Facebook got worse and worse he finished pre med looking like a Jack sass.   And decided to go to a different med school in a different state. 
But by the time he got there he was taunted and jearred there to. Apparently lily has friends here to. 
It was going to look like he was going to keep his head down and focus on school and not love.  He rented an apartment alone with a girl who new nothing of his past. Bust was curious as to how he got there.  And how hand some he was.
When he heard these things he said "i was in love once and I can't be again."

"Oh that shrine that you have yes I have seen it when cleaning your room, creepy looking woman."
She try to kiss him but matty pulled away and said  that he was still devoted to ranny and he couldn't.
"Can we just be friends then ."
Yes Olivia we can be friends but I cannot love another woman again."
Here was faced with a beautiful girl and was letting.some dead woman controll his fate.
He can hear ranny saying that over and over again.  "I guess I'll think about your offer soon enough."
"Think it over. That's all I want," Olivia said. 
That night he couldn't sleep matty decided enough was enough as he wanted to be alive.  He took the shrine down and hid randoldie's picture in a drawer but not after he was going to take a photo of it just for posterity.
The next time olivia walked into the room she saw that everything was taken away.  He must of thought about it she thought to herself. 
The matty walked in an he was surprised  to see olivia in his room. 
"What are you doing," he asked
"Cleaning," she said. "I take it you want to try to start things with me.  I do to."
He smiled she smiled.  He couldn't  replace randoldie but this girl was a second best for she was still here.
That night olivia invited him to her room to make love.
When he did he noticed works of art ....detailed paintings and was impressed.
"Are those your work,"matty asked.
"Yes," olivia said.  Her gothic dark beauty was lively and not dead looking.  He made love to this tattooed goth beauty
As if he was with ranny and did south ranny's name out.
Finally with getting rid of that shrine he felt like he could control the fate. Not randoldie.

He was going to make decisions about life and reevaluate it.
Would he continue the same path or go to art school with olivia  and be happy for once.
Fall was coming soon and he had some sleepless nights as the first of school was going to start.

He looked at his picture of ranny and decided to delete it.the new couple decided to move on campus leaving the picture of Matt's first love behind forever.
© J.v Starry,
книга «Deranged».
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