Gifted and insane
Matty
Making love in an autopsy room
Suicide attempt
Lest time together
Mother raising hell
Dreams and memories
Investigation
Never to love again
Medical school
Lest time together
As he was let tonthe phych ward he saw that randoldie was in no shape.  But she  with wobbly knees from blood loss walk up and slowly kissed him and then closed the door.  They kissed passionately matt was led to her bed and where she was going to make love to him.  She undressed him while crying saying that she ordered them to do a lobotomy even though the dont do them any more.    As if she new that did want to be alive or love with out him.
"Ranny is this way you tried to kill your self," he asked.
"Yes darling, that's why" randoldie said as she undead his pants, he soring out and they made love.  While they made love he said she inspired him to go into medical school. She told him to have his way with her.
Ok
Thanks love.
As he made love and had his why with her.  Randoldie touched his face and said that she loved him with all her DNA.  She soon drifted of to a sleep that she could never again be awake.
She was actually dead, she did not just look dead. 
He screamed for her to wake up up.
But nothing.  He cried.
This was his first major loss as she was his first everything.
I love you randoldie with all my DNA  he whispered.
As much she seemed like a friendlier version of MENGELE  she was special to him.
He would never grow old with her or father her children, feel her self loving touch.
But she would never be far farm his mind or dreams.
As every night
Randoldie when make love to him in his dreams and he kept a picture of her wearing a lab coat and smiling beautifully as if for him.  
© J.v Starry,
книга «Deranged».
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