After her death matt kept the picture from prying eyes or at least his mother.  Randoldie's death did give her much closer as matt was still with her.  He was going to pack soon enough to go away to school so he wouldn't have put with the pressuon the lawn and having to hear his mother refer to randoldie as a bitch, mengele or other demeaning names.  With each name he heard his heart actually ached, for she was never able to defend herself legally and no she has no voice this bitch that birthed him.  He go into an argument with his mother in from of the press.
"Yes, she was evil at first but she was a loving woman in the end," he yelled.  "Its not like she threatened me or did this intentionally as she was ill. "
She did sexual medical experiments on you, tortured you and traumatized you," she insisted.  He actual slapped her and told every one fuck off and flipped them the finger. 
"No your torturing me."
And with that he to his prised prized possession her photo and moved across the us to go to school.  He applied for premed and honour his twisted lover's memory.
He had to get a scholarship as he piss poor and had to get Grant's.  He had to live on his own with no one but with rats and cockroaches.   There he framed the picture of randoldie and made a shrine out of it.  Beside his bed.  He started remember everything that happened. Think
She didnot have to inject me
She was beautiful in her own way
She was warm to her in his own love language
Soon those warm fuzzy feeling came back up as she were alive .  He was able to cry in peace without any kind of bullshit. 
As matty cried he was sobbing for he wish she was in his arms and that they were making what ever love the made.  Watch horror movies and be with each other.  Maybe start a family, she may have been a good mother who knew.  But no one will not.
He started to for get her voice the creepy sound witchy sound with that cackle.  Her reddish brown hair her intellect.
He tried one night stands and relationships again.  But they all went south after he wake crying out "randoldie"
The girl.he was with saying
What the fuck or love a dead girl or you have issues.
At one point he thought he had issues
And inner demons because if ranny's death.
He just wanted to feel her yet again.
His greats were steadfast and stay even high.  For he promised randoldie.  He did not want to betray her in any way. 
She not fair away from his thoughts and heart.
He got a DNA bracelet tattooed on his wrist as a testament of his love because they said to each other they loved one another with all their DNA.  He took that seriously.   As if to say that he was and still in love with someone and will always will be.  And no one was going to take his love from her.  That was when the dreams started.