thoughts of a time
Starts with a memory of you. Like the day I saw you, Not important the first or the last, They all come in one by one, One calls another one. This is not usually how I was, I know there is a world free of those. Sometimes, wishing loosing my mind, Sometimes, pleasured. And once there was a death body over there. What the drug! No, I am not a weak person! You manipulated; my eyes my mind and my heart. I was not such a person. What a bad experience! I should never smile. I should never see your smile. I should never thought of; your smile your eyes and that odd gestures. I am here with that all, while you already found a new mind to occupy.
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