Will back soon
On my thoughts I always will be home.
In my dreams I'm home even if I actually not.
Sorry for being that much depressed.
But I feel like I lose everything even it's still exist.
Sorry for you that you don't understand.
I think I don't feel that world is real.
Is it real?
Tell me why I feel this way, I hope you know.
I can't recognize my thoughts, I can't see my own hands.
I feel like life is a big joke now,
It's make me feel stressed so I want to puke.
Every time I see people around, I don't feel like I'm part of them.
Am I actually ever was?
I don't think it will gone later, so sorry for being annoying.
I hope it will gone later, so sorry it still that much sadly.
Am I actually exist or just part of me hope that my mind still here?
I hope it's not like this, I hope so but don't believe.
Oh don't worry, I feel that I already used to it.
Oh don't worry, I feel that it's what I was born for.
Nothing can't hurts anymore, nothing feels like home.
Am I really part of it?
What supposed I do, I asking you just because
I don't feel like my soul still with me.
I used, I was used I totally was.
Try to forget where home is, just don't look at time.
I spending it in energy-saving mode.
Don't use your money, don't eat, sleep more.
Days are gone, face to face.
Me and someone else in my head.
I can't remember what I supposed to be.
My head pulled around I think my silly eyes again try
Recognise something around, something around me.
I hope it will gone soon.
I hope it will gone soon.
I hope it will gone soon.
I hope when it's happend I will be still here.
Later I will back.
Tell me I will back.
19.12.2023
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