I MISS YOU.....
When I flip through the pages
Of that photo album
Which we brought together,
I feel your absence.
My heart shatters into pieces
I break into tears,
I feel like killing myself
Because
I miss you like
A family misses it's near and dear one.
I feel like I have
Lost my heart and soul
Deep in the darkness.
I feel like
A thousand thorns are piercing
My body.
When I flip through the pages
Of that photo album,
I think that it hasn't been too long
Since you left me
with a heavy heart.
But it actually has been
A month since you left me.
I will never forget
The fun moments spent with you,
The quarrels I had with you,
The tiffin which we had together,
The lovely and warm hugs that we gave
Each other.
The way we comforted each other
In times of hardships and disappointments.
Why can't I forget about you?
WHY?
Because you are making me feel worse day by day.
Why are you making me feel your absence?
I can't bear this pain anymore.
I just want to forget about you
But
I can't
Because you are one part of my heart.
Your memories remains in my heart,
Not as ruins
But
As assets.
Each an every word of you
Remains in my blood.
I still remember
Your love for me
I still remember
The protection that you
Gave to me.
I still remember
The photos we clicked together.
You left so early ,
I feel your absence
In my life.
I feel the role of you
In my life.
I feel the urge
To need your help.
Most of all
I feel the urge
To LOVE you.....
I fear that its
It's been long since your memories are drifting away.
I am worried that I might forget about you someday.
But I know,
That you are the only true friend
In my life and I will never forget you.
These thoughts keep on distorting and
Aggravating my mind
And I know that you might be trying
To comfort me from up there.
And I will listen to you and be comforted.
I know that I cannot see you anymore
Nor can I hug you anymore
But
I can obviously love and remember you
Like before.
All I can do now
Is to keep your memories alive,
I have no reason to mourn or no time to cry
Because I know that you are singing in heaven now,
While I am howling in hell
Happily living with the angels and God.
I can just take a look inside that photo album
look at the photos
Remember you and and ask you
to rest in peace.
DEAR FRIEND,
YOU LEFT QUITE EARLY
AND I WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU
BYE.....
#TSA2020
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