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Blackened heart became my catalyst, My composure ain't a disease, I have animal instincts, Trample all insects, They ain't worth living, They're simple victims, Their voice is a squeak, Fuck what they think, 'Cause soon they will die and then will decay, It's a vicious circle, that's fine, that's okay, This isn't a failure, this is natural fate, I hold the knife you fall dead from my blade, Moral values were my weaknesses, To continue to exist I'd to get rid of 'em, I've erased all mind boundaries, With this, I became colder and calculating and emotionless Life and death, Love and hate, Affection and violence, Sociality and mental silence, I only feel alive when I close my eyelids, But even this way my dreams are nightmares, I look into the eyes of a friend and see another liar, And when I rip my eyelids open, I find myself on my bed on fire, My world is burning, I should control my desires, Don't tell me you're sorry, WE KNOW THAT THIS IS NO LONGER CHILDISH Couldn't keep the truth inside me, I had to finish off my conscience, I confess, I couldn't stay quiet, I AGREE TO PAY IN BLOOD FOR THE WORDS I'VE SPOKEN Love vulnerability is still my cancer, A strong mind with a spirit, but a weak heart is the answer, I had to put a point once and for all that my feelings shouldn't matter, You're a sweet wrapper, but unfortunately nasty candy, I WON'T ACCEPT THIS BEING FLATTERED, Morally broken, Spiritually battle-hardened, Abandoned fallen, But at last no longer burdened, Cut off all the leeches, Now there's no need for stitches, But there's one more thing, MY SOUL'S STILL THE SAME PITCH BLACK...

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Unbreakable heart

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Behind your back people are talking Using words that cut you down to size You want to fight back It's building inside you Holding you up Taking you hostage It's worth fighting for They'll try to take your pride Try to take your soul They'll try to take all the control They'll look you in the eyes Fill you full of lies Believe me they're gonna try So when you're feeling crazy And things fall apart Listen to your head Remember who you are You're the one You're the unbreakable heart

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shadowlinxxx morgan

ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx

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