ALTER EGO

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I'm not going to change, I got used to the pain, People still end their lives, Without realizin' their price, My heart's stabbed with knives, But I still hold the shards, Hmm, should I roll the dice? Wonderin' if I will lose my heart Every day thousands of people jump from rooftops, Are you still unhappy with your life? I heard from close people that I'm a bad person and you know, I was starting to get used to reproaches, but I couldn't stand it over time, I've stood in front of the cliffs many times, But I found the strength not to end my life, Yes I am cruel and yes I am weak, When I'm alone and everyone's against me, Alter ego became the key, Now I just put on masks and from time to time change 'em Bend under people while their ego grows, This is only the beginnin', they will make you clean their crown, I showed 'em evil, they don't look down on me anymore, I've lost my feelings, I DON'T KNOW THE MEANING OF THE WORD LOVE, AHHH... YEAHHH... I'm not going to change, I got used to the pain, People still end their lives, Without realizin' their price, My heart's stabbed with knives, But I still hold the shards, Hmm, should I roll the dice? Wonderin' if I will lose my heart...

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