WICKED PSYCHOPATH
I have done bad things and only after did I looked back,
In order not to die of unbearable pain, I had to laugh,
It left a mark on my psyche but I didn't even notice,
MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE IS ONE BIG JOKE,
I'M TIRED OF LOOKING FOR LIGHT, I'D RATHER TAKE HELP FROM DEATH, I'M BROKE,
WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR?
YOU SAW MY INFERIORITY AND THEN YOU CLOSED THE DOOR,
YOU SAY THAT LOVE IS PURE SUPPORT,
BUT IN REALITY THE HEART IS A CURSE
Be careful with your actions in the dark,
I haven't forgotten what you did, it still hurts,
I will not accept defeat, this is war,
I was hoping though I knew the outcome since the start,
ANSWER ME,
WHAT'S THE MOTIVE OF ALL SUFFERING?
YOU SMOTHERED ME,
I DON'T WANNA TAKE YOUR HELP, I WOULD RATHER BLEED
I push everyone away knowing IT WILL DROWN ME EVEN MORE IN PAIN,
I'm an animal, I ran away from the past, they do not know me, AS WELL AS MY FACE,
I distanced myself, yeah, SO I FEEL SAFE,
You will never understand me, I'M ON A DIFFERENT WAVE
Blood on my lips, I love that blissful taste,
The heart is dead behind the ribs, it is rotten and black,
The price for my peace wasn't cheap, I gave my soul but in the end I was betrayed,
I'm cold outside but deeply I still hold a grudge, I can't just accept that fucking pain,
I am cold blooded,
But what prompted me to become like that?
You are deluded,
I came to the conclusion that the safest thing for me would be to be with myself,
NO LOVE, RESPECTIVELY, NO PAIN,
I've played enough torture, I'm out of the game...
2021-06-04 07:19:25
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