RETHINKING

CVLD BLVVDED

I CAN'T CALM DOWN, CAN'T GET RID OF THEM, THEY HAUNT ME, THE GHOSTS OF THE PAST WON'T LEAVE ME TILL THEY FIND ME, Uhhh... ANOTHER CONCERN IS TEARING MY RIBS FROM THE INSIDE OUT, AFTER DEATH I WILL NOT BURN, I WILL FIND MYSELF IN A CAGE OF HELL, JUST LIKE IN A TRAP OF THE SPIDER... AGHHHHH... Feeling like I've given up, Everybody says I sucked, But I try to give no fucks, I'll set my ridge myself if someone breaks it, What do you care if I fell or not, I just stumbled, I HAVEN'T FAILED YET, I am ingrained, Why are you trying to change me? KEEP FUCKING PUSHING, BREAK ALL MY RIBS, I'LL WAIT FOR MY PATIENCE TO RUN OUT AHHH, AHHH, PUT THE BLADE IN MY PALM, SLIDE IT 'CROSS MY WRIST, I'M A SIMPLE DOLL, BREAK MY LEGS SO THAT I CAN KNEEL UNQUESTIONINGLY... I JUST REALIZED THAT I WAS A PUPPET SINCE MY BIRTH, WITH A SEWN-UP MOUTH OBLIGED TO ENDURE, I THOUGHT I LOST MY SELF-ESTEEM, IT TURNS OUT THAT I NEVER HAD MY WORTH, I COULD ONLY YELL INSIDE MYSELF, WONDERING WHAT I CRY FOR EVERY NIGHT, I JUST REALIZED THAT I WAS A PUPPET SINCE MY BIRTH, WITH A SEWN-UP MOUTH OBLIGED TO ENDURE, I THOUGHT I LOST MY SELF-ESTEEM, IT TURNS OUT THAT I NEVER HAD MY WORTH, I COULD ONLY YELL INSIDE MYSELF, WONDERING WHAT I CRY FOR...

2021-09-30 12:55:06

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