Already Done
I cut myself.
One day I will kill myself.
I hope to be the only reason
for my next meet with death.
I really can't wait,
to take my last breath.
3rd time's the charm/
3 strikes & I'm out.
Only then, will I gain,
everything I've ever hoped about.
Of all I ignore.
Of all I never could.
Waiting,
is what really kills me, again.
Only for everyday I reawake.
& I forever hate the next breath I take.
3 more weeks,
& then,
I can start again.
May not help anything.
But not even trying,
gives only what I expect to come.
& with no options,
if I do stay,
I'm already done.
2018-10-12 22:14:59
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