Good bye
To whom it may concern:
If you read this
If you care
This is good bye
Sometimes in life
The pain is too much
The trials and tribulations
Build up
The heart is a delicate vessel
If it fills
Becomes over capacitated
With no drainage
No outlet
No one empties it
The sorrow
The lake of regret
Filled with heartbreak
Polluted with aspects of my well-being
That fell
As I fought for my humanity
The essence of my soul
Trying to be...
A better person
Someone you can
See as worthy
Good
Someone....
You can love
Erase the sin
Paint over the darkness
Put the skeletons in the closet
Burn any fear
Uncertainty and insecurity
Everything must be perfect
For the one I love
Only
You didn't see that
The effort I put in
To hide my ugly parts
Things I never wanted you to experience
You saw through the act
Exposed all of it
And said it's okay
You don't have to hide
These scars
Show the lessons that made you
Not the battles you lost
The multiple wounds
You suffered
It shows what
Makes you beautiful
Now....
I'm fighting with fire
The abundance of feelings
Morals
Obligations
That turns me into a powder keg
Too close to a spark
Deadly
I can't hurt you
Or burn the bridge
That keeps us together
Connected
I love you
More than you know
Or possibly understand
To whom it may concern:
If you read this
If you care
This is good bye
Sometimes in life
You have to leave
To protect the ones
You care about
The ones
You love
But....
This isn't forever
13.10.2018
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