What if He Didn't Love Me At All?
What if he didn’t really love me at all? What if he only said we would get back together just so I wouldn’t kill myself? What if nothing was real? I messed up, he stopped loving me, and there is nothing I can do about it. But I’ve changed, I’m different now. I only want to die every now and then. He doesn’t have to try and protect me from myself anymore. I can take it all. No more sugar, sprinkles, and icing on top. Let’s just cut to the chase and tell me how you feel. Because I feel hate. I hate myself for what I did to you, I hate myself for letting this happen to us. But there’s nothing I can do now. But what if you didn’t really love me at all?
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