What if He Didn't Love Me At All?
Kayla Faith
What if he didn’t really love me at all? What if he only said we would get back together just so I wouldn’t kill myself? What if nothing was real? I messed up, he stopped loving me, and there is nothing I can do about it. But I’ve changed, I’m different now. I only want to die every now and then. He doesn’t have to try and protect me from myself anymore. I can take it all. No more sugar, sprinkles, and icing on top. Let’s just cut to the chase and tell me how you feel. Because I feel hate. I hate myself for what I did to you, I hate myself for letting this happen to us. But there’s nothing I can do now. But what if you didn’t really love me at all?
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