Mhaica Mae Avila
@Maxii
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I KNOW A GIRL
I know a girl. In fact Some folks call her My girl. But anyhow I like her And sometimes When the gods are kind I go with her To various kinds of social affairs. Last night There was a dance in town But I had a sore foot Which made it impossible For me to dance. I told her to go anyway Without me If she cared to. And damn her She did.
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Anxiety
Afraid to go out. Afraid to talk to people. It's difficult to make friend. I rather be home. Alone. Scared to be in a big crowd of people. Panicking about going to a social event. Nervous about meeting someone new. Scared to ask someone something. Staying quite instead of asking for something you need. Feeling like everyone is watching you. Regretting going out.
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Phobia
In a sudden twisted-inward moment I am lurched into an altered consiusness of palpitating silent fear, fighting invisible strangling fingers of irrational thought. Neurons are playing pinball in my head, at someone else is looking out through my eye at the people around me, who are all fine and well and breathing normal air. My heart is desperately afraid, it runs and run away so hard from a threat that exist only in my mind - but I am distorted by panic and my breathing betrays me. My mind is clamouring wearily at me to relax, get a trip - there is no cause for such extreme sensitivity. It is only my own self-consciousness, nothing in really wrong but I am plunging headlong into social indequency and my parachute won't open.
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