To give and to take...
To give and to take what a cruel thing to do..
To give love and to take it away..
I wonder now if it was really love..
To fade so soon..
Today,
I did not see myself in her..
She was no more my reflection..
It was someone else in front of me..
People change
What i did not know is that they change very quickly..
Love that was there once, isn't..
Care that was there once, isn't..
The saddest part is i am still in love with her..
No amount of self harm can change that..
Realisation awake..
She is no more the woman i love..
She is someone else..
Something else..
Maybe it is my creation, maybe not..
After all we both did damages to each other..
I am not healed..
I am not over her yet..
She has a rational switch, i don't..
To give and to take away..
How do people do it..
I wonder..
Struggled to hold on..
Struggled to last..
Struggling to let go..
If i knew then,
I would still do it..
To risk everything..
To love someone bound to leave..
To try be better,do better..
Sadly, she was not able to take the fire away..
To give and to take..
So many teachers..
Yet, lesson not learned...
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