I LIED
Princess Nice
Deep down in my heart I knew I wasn't okay Everytime I broke down I knew there was more to let go but I kept them in my heart I hide all issues in my heart with a fake smile which haunted me I kept putting on different faces but it was so evident that I didn't know how to hide my feelings and thoughts My tears were masked by people around me trying to show them how happy I was I was all alone with my pain I forced myself to be happy but I couldn't I forced my friends to believe I am okay but they didn't understand me I was all alone They thought I just through tantrum but deep down I was hurting Some will say she is always like that but the truth is I wanted to avoid people and even the thoughts which was going around my mind for so many years I lied when I said am okay I lied and regretted why I had to but that was the only option I was left with I needed to tell people I am okay and so I lied The pain was so strong for me to deal with it I hated education, everything close to me I couldn't understand why me I couldn't withstand seeing my peers graduate but all what I was doing was to regret I hated myself and Everything that I had I cried day and night but no one noticed I fought my battle's in the chamber's of my heart and lied to myself I will be okay
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Furaha Bahati
I love it
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John Sarah
I love it, you have expressed everything I feel at times in this piece
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Morgan Ray and Rose. ⏺English translation⏺ I will find flowers among the fragments of people, give them to you. I am so pleased that there is you, your love for me. I will give you a sea of hope, and lights that do not fade. My heart is only you, it falls asleep without you. I'm giving everything I have in me for you to paralyze the rocks. I don't want to To conquer fate, together to the very edge. We'll be gone on the penultimate day, but our lines will remain. All love is sealed here, in our phrases and ellipses. So, let's rise high, and forgetting about the holy, Falls of the rock. I'll take your hand, and everything, all around It's going to be the way you dreamed.
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