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Heartbreak
God's knows how much I tried for this to work
Everyday that passes I celebrate my small steps to recovery
Spending the whole freaking day without that call
Doing my daily exercise without someone asking baby have you done your morning exercise
Just being in control of whatever shit I do
And yes just breathing and having life
I celebrate 🍾 my small steps to recovery
I know I tried my best to make it work but the more I tried the more you got back to me with rudeness and hurting me which broke my heart .
But this too shall pass 😢
Disclaimer !!
Everything i write here this year ...
Is a way to relieve myself from a heartbreak so don't take anything personal or just refer it . I write to relieve my mind and if you have been through a heartbreak then you know what goes on
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I wish
I wish I could delete you in my mind
J wish I could delete all the memories
I wish I could stop thinking about you
Every day passes I keep on fighting demons on my mind
I keep on fighting to accept the fact that we no more an item
I keep fighting all those weird questions from friends what happened you guys were couple goals
Sometimes I look at them and wonder if they know how much I tried for it to work
For it to progress and become one
But all this remains just a wish
Disclaimer !!
Everything i write here this year ...
Is a way to relieve myself from a heartbreak so don't take anything personal or just refer it . I write to relieve my mind and if you have been through a heartbreak then you know what goes on.
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Strangers in the name of love
And all of a sudden we became strangers who never want to see/hear from each other
If only I knew this was what we would become after knowing each other for 8years and being in a Relationship for 5years then I would not have committed nor even want to be with you at all
But this remains just a wish
Disclaimer !!
Everything i write here this year ...
Is a way to relieve myself from a heartbreak so don't take anything personal or just refer it . I write to relieve my mind and if you have been through a heartbreak then you know what goes on.
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My journey to recovery
Sometimes I feel i am healing and sometimes I break all over again
Part of the healing
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Dear X
I understand we will nolonger be an item
But do you know what sometimes I miss you
Sometimes I miss those late night calls
Sometimes I miss having someone who will just disturb me for no reason
But you know what I nolonger want to be with you or for us to ever date and be an item
Its only the memories that makes me miss you sometimes but you know what this is part of the healing .
I am thankful to the universe because I nolonger feel the same
I nolonger breakdown on my bed and I nolonger wish you'd didn't do what you did
A day at a time I continue fighting for my dear self and affirming myself that this too shall pass
I know one day all this weird feelings will be of the past but for now I will continue fighting and living a fay at a time.
My discovery journey
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In pursuit of Success
When I think have done my best, you always come around and bring negative vibes or even turn everything around. 😡😡😡😡
It's good to start with the positive impact and then end on to negative thoughts. 😏😏
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Happy Anniversary
Our anniversary means more to us
You have been a comforter, given me a shoulder to lean on ,wiped my most painful tears
Your love for me makes me want you forever
Through the few years we have been together you have been a golden treasure
We are blessed and highly favored
I will always love you my all time favourite
I will always respect,care,adore and so much more
According to me we are the perfect pairing
You are the real answer to my fondest memories
Each year I realize you are the person I ever asked for
And each year it reminds me how much I love you
Few years ago I fell in love with you and believe you me I still love you more than anything else in this world
If I start to mention how much you have taught me words won't be enough to express but I am thankful
I was so new in this but with alot of care and patience you did put up with my childish behaviours until you
Continuously molded me to become the lady I am becoming today
When I look back I am thankful to God of heaven for bringing such a handsome, caring and loving partner
As we continue with journey of romance may it be known to you that I love you so much .
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FEAR
I feared talking my heart out coz i cared so much about my reputation
I didn't want to be judged by people
Coz I cared so much about my reputation
I didn't trust them to share my heart out although as harder as I tried to open up I still ended up regreting why I had to open up coz I cared so much about my reputation
I feared
I feared
I feared
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I LIED
Deep down in my heart I knew I wasn't okay
Everytime I broke down I knew there was more to let go but I kept them in my heart
I hide all issues in my heart with a fake smile which haunted me
I kept putting on different faces but it was so evident that I didn't know how to hide my feelings and thoughts
My tears were masked by people around me trying to show them how happy I was
I was all alone with my pain
I forced myself to be happy but I couldn't
I forced my friends to believe I am okay but they didn't understand me
I was all alone
They thought I just through tantrum but deep down I was hurting
Some will say she is always like that but the truth is I wanted to avoid people and even the thoughts which was going around my mind for so many years
I lied when I said am okay
I lied and regretted why I had to but that was the only option I was left with
I needed to tell people I am okay and so I lied
The pain was so strong for me to deal with it
I hated education, everything close to me
I couldn't understand why me
I couldn't withstand seeing my peers graduate but all what I was doing was to regret
I hated myself and Everything that I had
I cried day and night but no one noticed
I fought my battle's in the chamber's of my heart and lied to myself I will be okay
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NEW BEGINNINGS
They closed the book of there old experience's,memories and decided to start all over again
Sighing relief as they opened a new chapter of their life
tears of joy rolling in there eyes with the thought of fate and destiny has destined them to be together forever
Sometimes new beginning's may end up in smile
In each life there will have a time to break up
A time to reconcile and a time to start all over again
The sun has shined to us
The world and our decisions has gravitated towards our love
And it's time we move forward with a purpose
Am thankful our paths crossed again
May the relationship blossom
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LOVE AND SACRIFICE
I am mesmerized by your love
So pure and simple
Devotion for your darling, He stood close by her side,
Held and embraced her with so much love
His sacrifice is out of this world
They say love is patient
And love has to come with alot of sacrifice
But this one is out of this world
Pure and natural
He amazes her with this kind of sacrifice
Forever faithfully, your love amazes me
I got down on my hands and knees every day and night
asking God to send me true love and it finally came .
My prayer is oh lord
Reincarnate me as his beloved princess forever
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Unwanted separation
I ache when I remember I just have one more day and few hours to leave you baby
If only I could back date the dates to just have you hold me again because that's the only thing which makes me feel alive
I will miss your sweet kisses
I will miss your cuddles
I will miss your warm embrace
I will miss Everything about you baby
I wish there was something I would do to just be with you from now onwards
But since I can't do that I promise am gonna wait for our next meeting
I will miss you so dearly boo
For the few days we have been together you have showered alot of love on me for a very short duration.
I don't know how I will handle this unwanted separation.
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Fade not
Above us stars, beneath us a rose of flowers decorated on the bed
Sweet scent coming out from this flowers
Sweet feelings which follows
the night full of good memories which I don't think will ever fade
The memories are so fresh in my mind just like this rose flowers beside me
Darling you are a flower that I don't want it to wither
Your sweet words is the only thing I want to hear
Those sensual overtones that utter sweet sounds that resonate in my ears
Your kiss, so sweet that makes my heart swell. kiss that drives me into unknown passion ,
Then kisses which reminds me of our love story
So sweet to an extent that am not willing to go
Your kisses are so sweet and spicy with different aromas which makes me feel like never Wanting anything else in this world
Memories of you caressing my body from head to toe not missing a spot,
My body is heating like a rollercoaster ride,
This feeling is so sweet baby
I want to live with this memories for the rest of my life
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Unanswered questions
Most of the times we look for answers to questions which are only known by our inner hearts.
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Gone too soon
You went very first
We all wanted to hold you and feel your heartbeat
I wish to listen to your heartbeat in your mother's womb
I long to see your mother happy and excited
I was overcome by the joy I felt inside when I saw your mother carrying you in her womb
When i thought of holding you in my arms
I knew I would never let any harm come your way as your aunty
I promised myself to adore, cherish and watch you grow
To guide and teach you all that matters
To see you through good times and help you go through it all
Although you are gone we will miss you big time
I promised myself
To help you with decisions, the best that I can
To know that someday you will be a fine young man
Who can make right decisions
I was eargely waiting for you baby Kayden
Too soon you are gone but forever you will live in our hearts .
Your aunty loves you.
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IT'S JUST HARD
I want to go back to a girl I used to be
Collecting my broken pieces and made them together
I am tired of putting fake smile and yet I am dying inside
I want to go back to the type of a person I used to be
A person who could tell herself
"If I dont learn to slow down when there is a bumps ahead I will end up in an accident, so in life I need to shake off , stand up collect myself and get moving"
It's so hard to tell myself such now
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MY HAPPINESS
When I see you my heart melts
my eye wells up with tears of joy
my fit trembles
my heart swells up
With excitement
I loose appetite because you are the only appetizer that can fill every empty spot of me
Your embrace drowns all my worries
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I WILL WAIT FOR YOU
I will wait for you
I will wait for that time we will do this with you
Waiting is the only thing remaining to get you back in to my life again
When the sun goes down I will be here waiting for you
When the sky turns grey I will still be here waiting for you
I will wait whatever it takes I will be here waiting for you my prince
If God is on by my side I will wait for you
My life can't be complete without you so I will be here waiting for you
Even if it takes me to wait forever I will do that for you
I will endure the pains and dissappointments
I know the kind of decision am making is a lifetime thing
But I don't care love, so long as I am with you my life is complete
I believe in God who can change mourning into joy
And that time is coming when we will enjoy all the word's best
A time is coming when we will talk about how we waited and just thank God
I will be here waiting for you my prince
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Life choices
Loving you is a Choice I make every second, minute,hour,day,month and year.
Letting you go is the last thing I will ever do
Love you my all time favourite person
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I REFUSE NEGATIVE ENERGY.
I am a strong believer of love
I believe in both fate and destiny
But i don't believe in kissing different frogs to get the one
I refuse to accept the myths and misconceptions of the world
Such stereotypes belongs here🚮🚮
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THEE I LOVE
You are an amazing person
You came in to my life when I needed you the most
I can't forget how you used to pray for me
Such a prayerful guy you are
Loving you is a decision I make every day I wake up
Loving you has been just amazing
Teaching me how to love
Jeez how to caress
How to kiss 😘
How to be naughty in love 🤭
How to be romantic 😂
I was so young in this but you have been so patient with me
I wonder what's your heart is made of !
I love the way you are so caring, loving, understanding,kind,funny, romantic and passionate about our life
Words ain't enough to express how much you mean to me
In a nutshell you mean everything to me baby
If God allows I will love thee to eternity
You are my favorite person the only one whom I want to spent the rest of my life with
Who can allow such a hardworking and loving guy to go !
I will keep you forever baby
I will with the help of God bring the best out of you
My love for you is unmeasurable
I just love our love story
So beautiful
So honest
So cool
So patient
Your awesomeness baby amazes me .
😘
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FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS
From the first time I met you baby my heart sings " baby my everything,my world ,my love,The commander of the Republic of my heart.
For so long I longed for the time our paths will cross
I longed for the day you would say princess will you be my everything
I waited for so long but when the words came from your mouth
I couldn't believe how lucky I was to have you as my sweetheart
Pulling the diamond necklace and placing it on my neck meant everything to me
The joy was uncontrollable
Feeling's so strong I didn't have any control just the same way you didn't
My love for you is pure
I love you From deep inside my heart
I will love you till the last breathe
And I will spend the rest of my life making you believe it's us against the world
My world joy and prince of my heart I love you forever and for always baby😍
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WHEN OUR PATHS CROSSED
Baby do you ever think about how awesome our relationship is
Do you ever think of where we have come from
So true and simple it has been
No expectations but making each other happy has always been our goal
Sometimes we quarrel but it gets rid off by just a kiss or sometime touches
The relationship filled with love
Very true
Very kind
Very loving
Very caring
So pure
Just admirable
We never think of the word I
But always US
Thank goodness our paths crossed
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