*maybe if I don't look at him he wouldn't bother to seat next to me *

I thought to myself...I was wrong,he pulled the chair out and softly asked me if the chair was taken...everybody in class started making all these weird noises and at some point the guys started whistling..I expected them to behave better than this after all it's one of the best and recommended schools in the whole city..my cheeks were red from all the awkwardness that took place and in this case I had no choice..he put his bag on the desk..sat in the chair then pushed it in..I was still facing down hoping the moment will quickly disappear..he turned to look at me and even though I wasn't looking at him eye to eye I could see from the corner of my eye that he was looking at me...he stretched out his hand for a handshake and I hesitantly shook his...

During break time I sat down on bench further from everyone ...it gave me some kind of peace especially with everything that had bee n going on..I know by now I would have already made some friends but it was hard to trust anyone especially with the whole background difference standing in between...not that they know who I really am but what if I let them in and they get to see the real me then what?they wouldn't hesitate to tell everyone in school and in the end I would be treated different from the rest..

*I hate everything that's happening ...I miss my home,my friends that never judged me or made me feel out of place...nana .....if nana hadn't died non of this would be happening...I bit my lip as I tried to hold in the cry that was going to explode from my mouth...took a deep breath in and out...I took a sandwich out of the bag..unwrapped the paper out of it and smiled a little

*mom*

No matter how busy she is she makes sure that I'm well taken care of I'm sure she prepared it...just as I was to have a bite a voice came up from behind me...

"can I get a share?"

I was astonished by his sudden appearance,kept silent for a while then slid to the side as I offered him a seat.

"thanks"

He said as he let out a smile,

he then continued,

"I haven't been here for long but I can tell there's something different about you"

"Oh really,you've only been here for less than 10 seconds and you can already define one's personality?"

I said sounding so defensive,

Oh no I didn't mean it in a bad way,I mean why aren't you sitting with the rest?"

"can't I sit  alone if I want to?"

"You can but...."

"Just because I let you seat next to me in class or now doesn't make us best buddies,I can sit alone if I want to and I don't owe you any explanation...in fact I need to leave."

Just as I was about to stand up he held my hand and begged me to stay with him,I may have been a little defensive but it's not his fault maybe he's trying to make a conversation and been a new kid is not easy and I am not helping in any way but still he's cute,he's rich and probably everyone is dying to be friends with him so why is he here with me?