NOSTALGIA
I prefer being nostalgic
About you, because am safe from my thoughts of you
I know you are happy with her but I want still want you
Even if I know that there is no way to get you back
This feeling of wanting you more than before
Has been following me around
Never left since the day we said goodbye
And wished each other happiness in life
As I sit in our empty house and
stare at your favourite seat it stares
My poor mind floods with the things
we used to do together
Our forever crumbled in front of our eyes
It tears me apart cz I did nothing to stop it
This feeling of great loss follows me everywhere
Our sweet memories haunts me every time I see any of your favourites
Loneliness follows me and now it has become a part of me
The mistakes I made, the tears you shed cz of me
Are haunting me and am paying dearly
How I wish I could tell you all this
2019-01-30 19:52:52
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