Redemption
I stumble and wonder alone
in this crazy wilderness I call my mind
The blazing fears, crazy thoughts and illusions
Crushing me each and every second of the day.
I find my self wondering here and there
In search of an oasis in this desert to quench
And put to rest my poor mind, but all I walk into
is the dark side of the wilderness full of hallucinations
Pricked by thorns of hallucinations
I walk full of doubt, fears and pain
Determined to find my way back to the old me
To escape this shadow I now call myself
I keep dreaming, no I should call them
The pictures in my mind, of bad things happening to me
It's like I have been brainwashed or am I loosing it?
I can't help myself cz you control my every move and thought
My mind swirls in it's own crazy universe
Filling my heart with emptyness and despair
And forever falling into endless nothingness
My body needing rest but mind says no
Eyes closed, I try to remember the good old days
Make false memories in my mind for me to forget
How I feels to see someone breath their last
Life forcely taken from them as they witness it all
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