To God
People run,
People ignore me,
Thay act like i dont exist...
What i have done?
Why they are doing this?
They all are now in my black list.
They all
Broke my heart
And now it hurts very much.
Cant realize what i have done?
To deserve it...
It was hard,
The most difficult part,
But it helped me to create art...
I used it for me...
I fell apart.
Now i need a fresh restart.
I was dumb,
But now i am very smart.
It was the last straw.
I will never lose again.
I was in love,
But i never loved myself
I was in church
And i felt so much pain...
I need a god
And his forgiveness
Im sorry, my sins were mad
Please heal my illness.
Please make me happy!
I need to be happy!
I want to be happy!
Im begging you...
Bring a person in my life
You can change it
My back was knifed
But i will let him to change it.
God please i need you
To save me...
Help me to find myself
And be happy.
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