To love of my life
I met you on the right time, when it was not cold I was trying to protect myself; because in my head was storm I was bad at controlling my emotions, but then I felt your warmth Your touch become like a drug for me and the storm has gone. We were sitting around the fire, when your friend was telling a story. You were sitting far from me, but I catch your eyes, they were on me. I stand up; I looked at you over my shoulder and run into the woods. I knew that you will come over and catch me looking at the moon… I was afraid to open up to you, I was afraid to talk about my sins. I was afraid because I fell in love, and cause I was a girl without wings. I had so much to say about my life, so I started to over-think. But, I just put my head on your shoulder and for a second a let you to be my king. You said “we should live without regrets and do what we want to do” After this every weekend became ours; there was no time to feel the blue. I touched your face, because I can’t believe that person like you really exists. Now it was the time to do all the things from our bucket list. I remember the day when I risked watching a scary movie. I looked so stupid, at that moment I wonder why you ever choose me. I was screaming, when a stupid girl entered a room with full of ghosts. We were eating popcorn but I threw them all on that girl. I love our unplanned picnics and crazy car trips to Neverland When you are looking at my hand with which I am trying to catch the wind and fly You are trying to risk and turn on the music of your favorite band But you know that I will switch it our song “him and I” I like to change one line in this song I am saying “we are 2018 Bonnie and Clyde” You know I love to say those words, because we actually are… …Well, I said those words before you came into my life. Sometimes we act like we are aristocrats, to enter the socialite events I’m all into black and you are in suit, we let the games begin. Once, we were in theatre watching the “Romeo and Juliet” I looked at you, but all your attention was on him It was one of the most interesting moments, He was dying… But I still was looking at your serious face I smiled; I didn’t understand what I did to won at life I am so lucky; it is the life I was trying to create. I trust you, like I trust no one else, so I told you my mad story There were days when I hated myself, but you liked me for me I let you to own me and climb inside my body With you I became a person who I always wanted to be. You helped me to forget my past and mistakes that I’m not proud of You helped me to change myself, from now I won’t fake myself anymore I was on the right way, but you helped to see the light Do you know that you changed my life, when you said that you fell for my eyes?
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If it wasn't for you, I would have fought the wall to the pain. If you weren't mine, I'd die every night from losing blood. If it wasn't for your faith, I'd have given up a long time ago. If it were my will, I would stay with you forever. If you'd gone, I'd have been the old emptiness. You would have taken my heart, and instead of it there was an empty aperture. If it wasn't for you, I'd blazed in forgiveness. Would have burned to ashes, until ground, I would have until the last healing.
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Emotions/эмоции
ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx
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