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Black and White
You were black, I was white.
You were dark, I was light.
When we were together
We were a disaster.
Yelling, screaming at each other,
But no one would listen.
Punches, slaps, kicks
Nothing would make a difference.
Breaking up, back together
We were never meant to be together.
Just like fire and ice.
Counting every night,
When are you going to bite?
Let me give you an advice:
Everything has a price
Whatever you decide
It's going to come back twice.
Let me be more precise:
You're going to suffer twice,
Because it has two sides.
Just like a dice.
What you did in the future
It was already saved on the computer.
Erase it or not erase it,
I can admit
That you trying to restart
Is tearing me apart.
What we had was once,
Twice is just nuts, because
What we are is not in-laws.
Stop trying to convince me
Because that is not the key
To the new me.
The old me is lost,
Between thought,
I don't see any hope
For the broken.
Now, I am new, reborn
Like you've never seen before,
I am stronger now
And I bow
To the person who I owe.
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Goodbye
It really hurts
Saying that that one word
To someone you love.
Not feeling pain,
Ignoring your breaking heart,
Not letting yourself cry
Just to be strong.
You don't want others
To see your pain,
Maybe they won't notice.
But the only one who notices
Is you and only you.
You notice you're suffering.
You notice you're in pain.
You notice that it hurts...
But you are the only one.
It doesn't matter because
You love him, he's happy,
He's living and smiling.
But what am I doing?
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Letting go
Letting go...
It's a strong word.
Till you don't experience it
You don't know about it.
Meeting someone is a new thing.
Getting to know them is interesting.
Learning to love them is long.
But when the paradise is torn
And you have nothing left,
That's it when it begins.
Not loving the person the way you used to,
Not caring about the person that you used to,
Leaving the person that you loved so dearly,
Letting go to the person that you said to "never let go..."
It's hard to keep that promise.
"Not to let go..."
People like to say that a lot,
But no one can keep it.
That promise can be kept when you find The One.
The One.
It's also a strong word.
That person is a lifetime partner.
A lot of people find that person
But little live with them.
That person is the other half of you.
That person is the missing part of you.
It's the missing piece of the puzzle.
If that piece is missing
You're incomplete.
You feel empty, alone.
When you found the missing piece
You're in heaven.
Nothing can tear you two apart.
You feel invincible.
But the world's not always so beautiful.
It has its' challenges.
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One Week
It has been one week since you stopped replying.
It has been one week since you became mute.
It has been one week since you disappeared.
One week of me waiting.
One week of me worrying.
One week of my hurting.
One week of me crying.
One week of me sad,
Not happy anymore.
Happy is when I'm with you.
Happy when you are.
Happy when you laugh.
Happy when you smile.
Happy when you live.
But now...
These days disappeared all of a sudden.
Where are those days when we laughed together?
Where are those days when we used to love each other?
Where are those days when we just lived in the moment?
Where are they?
I want them back!
I want you back!
I want your smile back!
I want your laugh back!
I want your time back!
I want everything back!
But what can I do for them to be back?
For you to be back?
Do you still love me?
Do you still miss me?
Do you still want me?
Do you?
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Love
It is such a good feeling!
Butterflies in your stomach,
Heart jumping from your chest,
Can't stop thinking about it!
With it, you feel happy.
With it, you feel complete.
With it, you feel the excitement.
With it, you're absent-minded.
Lifes empty without it.
Missing it every minute,
Lifes not worthy without it,
That's what it feels
Being apart from it.
Meeting it: palms sweaty.
Talking to it: stuttering.
Holding it, legs shaky.
Loving it, on drugs.
Living with it, heaven.
Love...
Such a beautiful word.
A lot of people feel it
But not everyone really feels the
True love...
Such a complex word.
Everyone understands it
But little people live it.
Always tryna find The One.
Tough path to it.
Fighting, struggling through.
At the end fighting it,
Or life long searching for it.
One will love the true you,
Support you all the way,
Being there for you,
Not tryna change you,
You're just perfect as you are,
He/She will love you as you are.
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Secret
It sits there alone in the corner
Presses to the wall hard
Never to see it.
Shadow, it's is home.
It feels comfortable there.
When the room is empty
It comes out, shows itself.
Who? What? From where?
Who? A secret.
What? A secret.
From where?
From a big secret.
Where to? What it'll be?
Bigger than a big secret.
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Your love
Alone in my room,
With blanks walls,
With no life inside the room.
I'm captive inside
Staring at the naked ceiling,
Thinking about someone.
Thinking about someone,
I, with no expression,
I, with feelings burning inside,
I just dream about it.
But, how sad that this
Won't ever happen to me.
This won't happen to me,
Because I still don't know,
Don't know the feeling of it:
How does it feel?
Will I ever finally feel it?
But it is all in vain.
It's all in vain,
Because of all I do,
Everything I'm trying to change,
I'm not always perfect.
Trying to change again,
But will need to change again.
All in vain, all lost,
Hope nowhere found.
A little light arises.
Mask of that light,
A person never has seen,
But a friend always missing.
Never forgotten, but
Always remaining.
No battle strong enough
Because you and me we're one.
One last thing needed:
Your love to be my love.
Your love to be my love,
My love to be your love,
That will never perish.
Your life to be mine,
Myself to live in it
Alongside with you.
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Someone
Someone who likes me,
Someone who loves me,
Someone who accepts me.
That man, My God,
Give it to me.
Someone who doesn't mock me,
Someone who likes my mistakes,
Someone who truly loves me.
That man, My God,
Give it to me.
Someone who takes care of me.
No problems to be present.
Love, do not leave, but last.
That man, My God,
Give it to me.
Someone who understands my pain,
All he needs to be only me,
Someone who won't leave me.
That man, My God,
Give it to me.
I want him, because
My heart feels empty,
It's longing for love,
For someone else's touch,
That man, My God,
Give it to me.
Like it was that time,
When he held me
In his arms
And felt like home.
That man, My God,
Give it to me.
Give me that someone
Who will always love me,
Always be there for me
And never leave me.
That man, My God,
Give it to me.
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Slave
I'm standing on something,
I'm sitting on rough ground,
I'm lying on a cold floor.
I open my eyes and see,
Blackness all around me.
Look around me,
Nothing around me.
Say "Please someone save me!"
But no one's here to save me.
I'm all alone in this room
Dark walls, no windows.
A little light starts to flicker
In front of me a figure standing:
His smile fades away,
His stare is like bullets.
His walking closer to me,
My body starts to shiver.
His touch is blade against my skin
And his kiss is venom on my lips.
He tells me something
But it's so silent,
Need to say it twice.
"I love you," he says...
My heart is hurting,
Putting a hand over my chest
Gripping my dress and
Tears falling down my cheeks
His love, just stop it!
His love, from today to another,
It's a bittersweet death.
A big stone lying on the ground
Something is written on it.
A person long forgot,
Lays buried in the ground,
Worms eating her bones
And just the ashes remain.
Locked up in a coffin,
No open door, window,
Suffocating without air,
It lays there without a soul,
No life
In its eyes.
Years go by,
Everyone goes by,
No one stops by.
Grass and dirt covers it,
The stone is broken,
It's name unseen
And then forgotten.
People just walk,
She stays.
People just talk,
She screams.
People just forget,
She remembers.
People just die,
SHE LIVES.
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Who am I?
I'm human, but what kind of human?
I'm a girl, but what kind of girl?
I'm a man, but what kind of man?
I don't know myself!
Do I have hair? Do I have a face?
Do I have eyes? Do I have a mouth?
Nose? Temple?
I don't know myself!
Is my shoulder strong?
Is my hand little? Big?
My chest, is it beautiful?
I don't know myself!
My tummy, is it flat or round?
My waist, is it slim or not?
My legs, are they big? Strong?
I don't know myself!
I don't know myself!
Who am I? What am I?
Where am I? Where am I going?
Even God doesn't know me.
I look at myself in the mirror,
I see who am I and what am I!
A God made creature,
Who is perfect in everything.
Mouth, eyes, temple, hair: Face.
Chest, tummy, waist: Trunk.
Legs, hands, toes, fingers: Extremities.
All this is just perfect.
I know how I look like.
I know who am I what am I.
I know why I'm here,
So, I KNOW MYSELF!
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Memories
I remember, how you loved me then,
How you looked at me with those blue eyes.
How tame was your touch,
But these remain as memories.
Every day, those eyes,
Watched me with enormous love,
And it would never disappear,
But these were just memories.
Now, I only remember that,
How was your temperament,
How was your face, but
All of these were forgotten memories.
Memories, they stay
But after some time, they disappear.
Sometimes we remember them,
But after all, they remain forgotten.
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Secession and reunion
It hurts so much when someone breaks away from your heart,
It was so dear to you,
And now it's just a stranger.
Day-and-night, you think about her,
You'll never forget her.
Her temperament is so vague,
Her eyes are colored grey,
Her talk is very silent,
Her touch is like a knife,
Her love is someone else.
You didn't saw her for 2 years already,
You didn't hear from her.
Is she okay? What is she doing?
A lot of questions,
No answer.
If someday you meet with her
Don't hold yourself back.
Go to her, smile for her,
Say hi to her, talk with her.
Because if you don't, then...
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