LONELY SOUL
I was sitting at the dark
Alone
No one was there except
The four walls,
The silence,
The darkness and
My exhausted soul
Exhausted of crying,
Exhausted of screaming,
Exhausted of hurting myself anymore,
There was a small hole in the window
And only a few rays of moonlight was coming through it
The light was as white as snow
It was falling in the blue coloured walls
And, it created a mesmerizing blue shade
When I was searching around for something
I found a knife lying there
I don't know what the use of the knife at that moment
So, I just kept it beside me
Some old memories was coming on my mind
Time spend with my friends,parents,relatives and so on
Some are good
Some are scary
Some are frightening
And some are very painful
Suddenly, something flashed on my mind
I just took the knife in my hand from my side AND
Cut down my left wrist
After few minutes, all turn to black in front of me
ONLY BLACK
After sometimes,
I found myself to be light
I just want to say something
But, I was not able to
Suddenly, my eyes got stucked on the white floor,
I saw my body was lying at the floor,
It was surrounded by red blood
RED AS ROSE
There was a different kind of silence which I have never experienced before
Only a sound of howling winds was coming
In the meanwhile, a question flashed on my mind
THEN WHO AM I?
Then I understood that it was not me, it was my soul standing there
I just closed my eyes for few seconds thinking
That there were no more responsibilities and obligations left in my life
So, I just smiled
And
Left the place....
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2019-03-07 05:11:54
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