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IS IT A CRIME?
Is loving someone more than our own self is a crime?
Because
We always end up getting punishments
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JUST FEW MILES APART
No matter how far we are going from each other
No matter how much distanced we get
But
We will still stay under the same sky
We will share the same air to breath
We will get sunkissed by the same sun
In night we will stare at the same moon
And
We will count the same number of twinkling stars
Nothing much is gonna change between US
We will still fight like kids
We will still irritate each other
We will still scold each other when we are wrong
We will still say sorry together
We will still share all those little little secrets
We will still face the barriers together
We will still laugh at each other's silly jokes
We will still shed tears by hurting each other
We will still go on doing all those studip things
We still will hold each other
We will still be together
Even being miles apart
I just want to tell you that
Really nothing is this world can break US....
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NIGHTS
Every night is a struggle
Between
Holding on and letting go
Between
Reality and truth
Between
Right and wrong
Between
Waiting for text and sleeping
Between
Heart and mind
Between
Hurt and heal
Between
Smile and tears
Between
Good night and Goodbye
Between
You and someone else
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DANCE
Dance
It's my passion
It's my love
It's an emotion
It's a magic
It's a fashion
It's an art
It's add a different colour to my black and white life
It's acts as water to my thirsty soul
Each steps says a story of my life
Each beat is beat of my heart
Dance in the sunshine
Dance in the rain
Dance with the clouds
Dance with the mountains
Dance with colours of life
Dance
Until your feets are tired
Until you ran out of breath
Until all your worries are diminished....
....HAPPY WORLD DANCE DAY
TO EVERYONE....
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RESIDES FOR YOU
Something resides in me
But beats for you
It cries in me
But
smiles for you
It bleeds in me
But
hopes for you
And
After all of this
One day
It will burn with me
But
Will die for you....
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3 AM ADDICTION
A late night conversation
The nights were pleasant
Two people on each side
Putting their earphones in
Phones of sides
With brightness dimed
Both were awake
With heavy eyelids
They just utter few words
Most of the time
They were silent
A comfortable silence
They could hear
Each others deep breath
Sometimes they smile
Sometimes tears coming down running from their eyes
Sometimes they laugh a little
And
Sometimes they fall asleep
Without even declining the call....
....LATE NIGHT CONVERSATIONS ARE THE BEST....
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PHOTOGRAPHY
....2....
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....MAY THE PETALS TEACH ME THE WAY OF LETTING GO....
Quote is written by Me
Photography done by Me....
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TRUTH
The truth is:
Some people are not meant to be forgotten,
Some pains are not meant to heal,
Some loves are not meant to be lost....
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I DON'T KNOW
I don't know
Either I am important to you or not
But
I just hope
When I die
Your eyes get filled with tears
And
In a husky voice
You say
"Hey,don't joke....come on, open your eyes....please wake up"
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WHEN YOU WILL NOT BE WITH ME
When you will not be with me
The sun will not smile so widely
When you will not be with me
The stars will not twinkle so brightly
When you will not be with me
The raindrops will forget to rain
When you will not be with me
I won't be able to heal my pain
When you will not be with me
There will be a gasping void in my heart
When you will not be with me
This world will not recognize me as her part
When you will not be with me
No one will be so kind to me
When you will not be with me
I will get lost and no one will be able to find me
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ALEXTHYMIA
There are so many times
People asks us
"What happened?"
And
There are so many times
We answer
"Nothing"
It's just because
We find it hard to express our feelings
We run short of words to narrate them
Our stories
Our feelings
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HE....AND....I
I wish
We haven't met
I wish
He haven't cried at my shoulder
I haven't hold him
I wish
He haven't felt for me
I haven't looked at his eyes
I wish
He haven't understood me
I haven't cared for him
I wish
He haven't tried to express his feelings for me
I haven't tried to understand them
I wish
He haven't smile looking at me
I haven't brush my fingers through his hair
I wish
He haven't hold my hand
I haven't lean at his shoulder
I wish
He haven't left me
I haven't cried the whole night for him
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SACRIFICE
Again
She will sacrifice her happiness for someone else
Again
The smile in her face will get removed by tears in her eyes
Again
She will the get lost in the darkness
Again
She will lose herself
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HEARTBREAK
I'm glad nobody can hear when a heart breaks
Because
If they could
They might not be able to hear anything
After that again....
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APART
Let's shatter each other
In million and million pieces
So
The world won't get any chance to tear us apart....
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YOU
You break my heart into
small and small pieces
And
Everytime
I pick up all the pieces carefully
And
Give them in your hands
So
That you can break them again and again
It hurts but it's okay
Because it heals
When I am with you
I think
It's better to get broken
Than
To get separated
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SHE WAS AN AUTUMN
She
She was an autumn
Gloriously beautiful to look upon
And
Dying every piece by piece
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SKY
The sky looks as if someone has painted it blue and white
Clouds looks like fluffy cotton balls
They seems like hanging in the sky
The birds spread their wings in his lap and fly
Saying "FREE FREE"
The sun holds it's hand to rise and set
Even, the dawn and twilight took place shortly
The moon comes up by piersing the dark sky
Along with the sparkling stars
As well as the
The rainbow took place in his heart
SKY is unlimited and infinite
But
Do you know were the actual limit is?
The actual limit is in our heart
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I WILL
I will never
Forget you
Or this,
Or here,
For as long
As I live
And sometime
After that, too....
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I WISH
I wish we could just sit down once and talk about it
We both know that something isn't right between us
I wish we could go back to what we were
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TRUTH
You were never supposed to mean this much to me
I was never supposed to fall so hard
But you know what?
I did
That's what keeps me holding on
Because
It hurts like hell to let you go....
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YOU AND I
Do not let the winter fall in love with you
If you plan on breaking my heart
Because
I will write to heal
And
You will read to bleed
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IT STILL HURTS
After all this time
Damn it
It still hurts
Now
It hurts so much
The pain became unbearable
It had started hurting physically
The wounds are getting deeper and deeper
It's bleeding more and more
I have spend so many sleepless nights only thinking about you
When the tears were rolling down from my cheeks
You know what?
They all were screaming by taking your name
It still craving inside for you
It's destroying each and every hope
But
I am still breathing
Breathing for YOU
To just come once and touch me
And heal this pain
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STOP JUDGING
It's only my life
My God had only gave it to me
First live your own life
To the people who think they have right on me
By the way
Who are you to judge me?
STOP JUDGING ME
STOP INTERFERING IN MY LIFE
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AN UNENDING WAR
The moment I saw you and started becoming
close to you....
My brain said:"Oh....don't get close to this one....this one is going to hurt...."
Instantly,
My heart said:"I am ready to suffer for this one....but I am not ready to lose this one...."
And
Then the WAR started
And
It will continue till my last breath
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BALANCE
Sadness gives depth
Happiness gives height
Sadness gives roots
Happiness gives branches
Happiness is like a tree going into the sky,
And sadness is like the roots
Going down into the womb of the Earth
Both are needed and the higher the tree goes,
The deeper it goes simultaneously,
The bigger the tree, the bigger will be the roots,
In fact
It is always in proportion
That's it's balance
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AGAIN AND AGAIN
Just like everyone else
You will also get bored of me
You will also get annoyed by me
You will also start feeling that I am useless
You will also think that I am not good
You will also feel that I am a burden
You will also hate me like the others
And then
You will also leave me
Just like the others did
And again
I will become alone
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ONE DAY WILL COME
ONE DAY WILL COME WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO MISS
My boring texts
My random calls
My lame jokes
My silly questions
My stupid excuses
YOU WILL MISS
My fights
My mood swings
My arguments
My irritating nature
My irotic logics
YOU WILL MISS
The way I use to hold your hand
My sudden hugs
My random slaps
My smile when I see you
My tears when I miss you
YOU ARE GOING TO MISS
My possessiveness
My jealousy
My insecurities
My promises
AND
OVER EVERYTHING YOU WILL MISS
The way I use to love you
The way I use to care for you
The trust I had on you
YOU WILL MISS IT ALL
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AN UNWANTED GIRL
SHE
She is an unwanted girl
An unwanted daughter of her parents
An unwanted sister of her cousins
An unwanted friend of her peer groups
An unwanted member of her family
Everywhere she is a problem
She is a burden in everyone's life
Yeah,
She is not too good
She is not perfect
She is not the prettiest
She is not the smartest
She is not very intelligent
Sometimes she act very rude
Sometimes she become very annoying
She is very straightforward
She is very stubborn
But
She is different
Her struggle
Her pain
Her path
Her tears
Her smile
Her words
Her failures
Her achievements
Everything is different from everyone
And
She is proud of herself
No matter what this world think of her
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DEEP SILENCE....BYE
It was raining heavily
Sky was becoming darker and darker
Changing it's colour in different shades of grey
They haven't talk for a long time
But they both were standing together
Under one umbrella
May be the distance between them had increased
The weather was cold
The leaves were playing with the raindrops
Time was flowing in his own way
They were standing side by side
Silence was becoming deeper and deeper
They wanted to talk
But they didn't utter a single word
They were observing the silence
The silence contained love,hatred,pain,ego and care
The silence was too deep to describe
Suddenly the silence broke out with a BYE
BYE....
BYE...
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BACK TO THAT NIGHT
When the nights are full of terrors
And your eyes were filled with tears
When you had not touched me yet
Oh, take me back to the night we met
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DISGUISED MURDERS
She was lying dead
Everyone saw it was a suicide
But it was not
It was a murder
Murder by the people who use to
Used her
Pressurized her
Misunderstood her
Broke the promises they made to her
Betrayed her
Broke her trust
Hate her
Force her to feel insecure
For all this people the girl force herself to commit suicide
The girl died for all this disguised murders
She will never wake up again
NEVER
But what people saw in the postmortem report
That the girl died for cutting her wrist
No that's not the truth
That's not the truth....
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WHEN EVERYTHING FALLS
When everything falls
When everything falls down
We are only going to be the
two souls holding hands tightly
In this ghost city
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MOMENTS
You can spend an entire year with someone with no good moments but one day with the person you love has uncountable beautiful moments....
Since it's the number of moments that matter not the number of days....
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HOLD
I reached out my hands in the utter darkness
Waiting to feel yours
Hold onto mine
And lead me
Back into the light
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LOST IN DARKNESS
I stare at the lights
Hope is all I have
As I know its only dark and lost inside....
Lost in the darkness
Cause you pushed me into it
Losing my hope to see lights anymore
You went somewhere else to hold the lamp for someone else
But
You forget that I am still standing there
Waiting for you to hold the lamp
And
Hoping that you will drive out me from this darkness
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REALITY
People say that if someone go away from you
Let them go
Because it won't let your life incomplete
Cause everyone doesn't come in our temporary life to be permanent one
But
HOW TO MAKE THEM UNDERSTAND?
That
If thousand people also come in my LIFE
Then also
No one can take your place
No one can be you
No one will able to fill up the void in my heart
No one can take care of me like you
No one
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I CAN'T
If you are my day
Then
He is my night
If you are my sun
Then
He is my moon
If you are my light
Then
He is my darkness
If you are my oxygen
Then
He is my water
If you are one of the part of my heart
Then
He is the another part
So
I can't choose between
Day and night
Sun and moon
Light and darkness
Oxygen and water
Cause I need all of them to survive
And I need my full heart to live
You both are the most precious gems of my life
For you guys I am still alive
I love both of you
MY LOVE FOR BOTH OF YOU IS AS CONSTANT AS THE NORTHERN STAR
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CARE
When someone asks you "How are you?" even after you say that "I'm fine."
That is CARE
When someone holds your hand to make you feel secure
That is CARE
When someone put their hand underneath your cheek so that the tears doesn't fall in ground
That is CARE
When someone provide you with their shoulder to lean on
That is CARE
When someone hurts you to make you strong
That is CARE
When someone make you smile when you loose all your hopes to smile
That is CARE
When someone tells that "I am there no need to worry."
That is CARE
When someone texts a big message for you to make you feel special
That is CARE
When someone gives you time just to makes you feel important
That is CARE
When someone hides their pain behind their smile to uplift your mood
That is CARE
When someone asks you "What happened?" even after you say "Nothing"
That is CARE
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MY SINS
I will tell you my sins
And you can sharpen
your knife.....
Offer me that
.....Deathless death....
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WHEN THE HEART BREAKS
When the heart breaks it don't make any noise
It just calmly and silently breaks
Breaks into million of pieces
No one else feel the pain but only you get to feel it
Everyone say
"Follow your heart"
But
When your heart is broken into millions of pieces then which piece to follow?
When each and every pieces craves for you then how to shut them up?
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WE DO
Sometimes we just let ourselves get broken into pieces because sometimes we are so much
in love with someone that we feel pleasure to let us get broken by them....
Sometimes we break ourselves
to leave behind the pieces that were never ours to carry....
And
Sometimes we break ourselves to just feel the drowning pain...
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STRONG BOND
When everything goes wrong in your life
When you loose all your hopes to fight
There is always that one person I have in my life
Who is more than my friend but not my love
Yet
I am in constant fear of losing that person
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DIFFICULT FRIENDSHIP
May be we are friends
May be we don't have blood relation
May be we are not connected by DNA
May be we are from different religion
May be our choice are not same
May be our paths are different
May be distance between us will increase
May be our logic is different
May be we fight a lot
May be we have egos
May be we can't always give time to each other
May be we have faced a lot for each other
May be we are not our first priorities
May be we have suffered a lot for each other
May be our wishes are different
But
Our bond is amazing
Our understanding is strong
We will break all the barriers for us
We care for each other
We are there for each other in ups and downs
We will hold it till the last
Till our last breath
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TRUTH
....
When you truly love someone
You protect them from the pain
You don't become the cause of it
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Isn't it true?
Isn't it touched you deep?
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JUST REMEMBER ME FOR ONCE....
If you remember anything of me after I leave this world....
Remember that I loved you even when it was foolish....
Remember that I cared for you even when it was unwanted....
Remember that I trusted you even when you lied to me....
Remember I was there even when you left me....
Remember I belived in you even when you broke your promises....
Remember I holded your hand even when you were holding someone's else....
Just
Remember my heart when my body is gone....
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I WILL BE THERE....
If someday I am lost
Don't think I am far away from you
I will always be there with you
You are always going to find me
In the shores of the waves
In the fragrance of the roses
In the droplets of the rain
In the keys of your piano
In the wind of the roaring strom
In the empty pages of your notebook
In the strings of your guitar
In the moonlight of those dark nights
In the shining drops of your tears
In the sweetness of your smile
In the core of your broken heart
In the sweetness of your smile
In the warmth of your painful breath
In the coldness of your deep silence
Maybe I will be far and far away from you
But
I won't leave you
I will be there
I will be....
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INSECURITY
It's the worst feeling
I ever had in my life
It tears you apart
It craves you down
It destroys you from inside
It breaks you into million of pieces
You screech
You cry
You hurt yourself
You hate yourself
You feel like killing yourself
It doesn't affect others
It only affects you
It leads you to depression
It make your world black and white
It changes your world
It seperates you from the outside world
It leave a gasping void in your heart
It's get hard for you to breath
It kills you like slow poisoning
It separates you from the colours of rainbow
It separates you from all happiness
It makes your sky empty
It totally destroys you
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SADDEST PART
The saddest end to a relationship is one where you have to break up with somebody when you are still in love with them
It sounds bizarre but it happens because the truth is as powerful and as thrilling and as wonderful as it may be,
Love isn't always enough and to be in love doesn't always mean you are happy
You can continue to love someone even after they have hurt you
BUT
You know deep inside yourself that it won't ever be the same again
So, at the some point you have to let them go
WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME?
You never know
That is the saddest part too
You just have to walk to the edge of it all and jump, learning to grow back the wings you once had on the way down
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PROMISE
How many times have we heard someone say that promise are meant to be broken?
How many times have we had our hearts broken because someone didn't keep his or her promise?
How many times have we hoped that there is something left in the word 'promise' ?
It is just a seven letters word
But, it has got a very heavy meaning
You promised me many things
But, I don't know what happen to all that
I can promise you three things I know for sure I can fulfil
If you are still here for me
I would never hurt you in the ways that I have been hurt
I would love you in all the ways that I have been never been loved
And, I promise to stay as long as you promise you won't leave
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YOU CAN NEVER TELL
Love
Love is like fire ,
But
Whether it is going to warm your heart
Or
Burn down your house
You can never tell
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MEETING OF SOUL
How beautiful
How beautiful it is
To finally understand
That solitude is a mark of
self worth
To truly accept that you
alone
Are worthy of your own company
The meeting of the soul....
The meeting of the soul....
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ERASE
You can erase my name from your copy
You can tear the cards that I gave it to you
You can throw the gifts that I gave it to you
You can delete my number from your contact
You can can delete my texts and chats
You can block me in social media
BUT
Can you ever get back the time that we spend together
Can you ever erase the memories that we had together
Can you erase the dreams that we saw together
CAN YOU?
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FATAL DISEASE
Love is a fatal disease
It is like Cancer
It hurt you physically
It damage you emotionally
It destroy you mentally
Each day you have to set yourself up for a battle
No matter it's love or cancer
Whenever it affects you
It will chase you for the lifetime
Till the day you die....
So it's better for me
To not fall in love
Cause whatever falls
It breaks....
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REMAINS
It took me a long to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story
Not every person we feel something deep and moving with is meant to make a home within us, is meant to be forever
Sometimes people come into our lives to teach us how to love
And
Sometimes people come into our lives to teach us how not to love
How not to settle,
How not to shrink ourselves ever again
YES
Sometimes people leave but its OKAY
Because their lessons always stays
And that is what it matters.
That is what remains
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FORGET
Everything that broke.... leave it to the breezes....
....And....
Let the ashes fall.... and forget about me....
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HATE
If you hate me
Hate me alone
Don't be out here trying to recruit
People to hate me with you
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ONLY ONE HUG
I believe that
One day, someone is going to hug me
So tight that all my broken pieces
Is going to stick
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ALIVE
Pain is the only thing that reminds me that I am still ALIVE
ALIVE for one more day to survive
ALIVE for one more time killing me within myself
ALIVE for seeing the people wearing a mask of lie
ALIVE for getting hurt from the closest ones
ALIVE for making one more cut in my wrist
ALIVE for getting more addicted towards tears
ALIVE for falling in love with the ones who hates me
ALIVE for making one more attempt to die
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ROSE
One who doesn't dare
To grasp the pain of the throns
Shall not crave the love
Of the rose
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LONELY HATRED
I hate the nights where I feel so hollow inside
I feel so down empty and out of place
I hate the nights where my mind wanders to the unknown
And all I return with is sadness
I hate counting the tears that rush down my cheeks
And collect upon my pillow
I hate that the only thing
I have at night to comfort me is my loneliness
And the only thing I feel surrounding me is darkness
I hate it all
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LONELY SOUL
I was sitting at the dark
Alone
No one was there except
The four walls,
The silence,
The darkness and
My exhausted soul
Exhausted of crying,
Exhausted of screaming,
Exhausted of hurting myself anymore,
There was a small hole in the window
And only a few rays of moonlight was coming through it
The light was as white as snow
It was falling in the blue coloured walls
And, it created a mesmerizing blue shade
When I was searching around for something
I found a knife lying there
I don't know what the use of the knife at that moment
So, I just kept it beside me
Some old memories was coming on my mind
Time spend with my friends,parents,relatives and so on
Some are good
Some are scary
Some are frightening
And some are very painful
Suddenly, something flashed on my mind
I just took the knife in my hand from my side AND
Cut down my left wrist
After few minutes, all turn to black in front of me
ONLY BLACK
After sometimes,
I found myself to be light
I just want to say something
But, I was not able to
Suddenly, my eyes got stucked on the white floor,
I saw my body was lying at the floor,
It was surrounded by red blood
RED AS ROSE
There was a different kind of silence which I have never experienced before
Only a sound of howling winds was coming
In the meanwhile, a question flashed on my mind
THEN WHO AM I?
Then I understood that it was not me, it was my soul standing there
I just closed my eyes for few seconds thinking
That there were no more responsibilities and obligations left in my life
So, I just smiled
And
Left the place....
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QUIET
We are not close anymore
Cause the reason is you
You only went away
Leaving me alone
In this darkness
But I will not tell anything
It's better to stay quiet
Because
I think when my love wasn't enough
I don't think my words will matter
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DESERVE
Some people hurt me more than I deserve
BECAUSE
I love some people more than they deserve....
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EYES
Well I saw someone
Someone with a smile
Smile that might be fake
Maybe I am wrong
But his eyes had a lot to tell
His eyes looking for someone to share everything with
Well I never thought in a party where there a bunch of people
My eyes would fall on him....
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I WANT
Day by day
The pain is becoming more deeper
I can't bear this pain
Every single second I think of you
It's becoming harder
For me to live
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die....
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TELL ME
Why are you doing all this to me?
Why?
Please answer me
What have I done?
That
You are doing all this to me
Can't you see the truth
Don't you have eyes?
You are not blind
Then why you can't see
I don't deserve so much punishments
Why are you giving me so much punishments?
Does you are not missing me?
Tell me
Give the answer from inside your heart....
Tell me the truth
Tell me
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IT'S OK
I alone can't hold any relationship
From first to last
I was alone holding the relationship
You were no there
I trust you
I believe you
I need you
But
What you did?
You just saw me from outside
You saw that
I am smiling
I am talking to others
And what not?
But you don't know that through what I am going on
What is my condition
What I feel about you from inside
BUT IT'S OK
That you are OK without me
You don't have to think about me
I will soon get use to it
Cause I am strong enough to let people go from my life
And specially when I am invaluable for some people
And
They clam that they are wasting their energy and time on me....
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RELATIONSHIP
Relationship
This word got a very big meaning
Doesn't it?
There are many kinds of relationship in this world
Relationship between a daughter and her parents
Relationship between two sisters
Relationship between two friends
I think this is the biggest relationship one could have....
Sometimes we name this relationship as "FRIENDSHIP"..
But
Sometimes this relationship also breaks....
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I AM WHAT I AM
I am not perfect
And I don't want to be perfect
Cause no one is perfect
I am different
I am not your type
Don't expect me to be like you
I am what I am
I can't change myself for someone else
If you are not interested in me
Then just leave
Don't use me
Cause I am strong enough to let you go....
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PLEASE
It's hurting me enough
I am fully destroyed from inside
Only my outside covering is left
It's becoming painful
I can't bear this pain anymore
I can't
Please allow me to die
Please....
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LIFE
IN LIFE
People will come and
People will go
Some people do stay and
Some people not
Some people will hurt us and
Some people will not
Some people will love us and
Some people will hate us
But
Life is not so easy....
DOES IT?
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MEMORY
Don't resent me....
When you're feeling empty....
Keep me in your memory....
Leave out the rest....
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HOPE
Hope never died
Does it?
Mine never did
I still hope to meet you
I still hope to feel you
I still hope you'll fall for me
I still hope you'll love me
Life didn't give me a second chance to love somebody
I know it never will
For you were the first and last chance
I once gave myself
Call it my insecurity
Call it my obsession
I always feared to loose you
And
Now take a look it's all done
I don't know if
I'll ever move on
Cause you reside in my heart somewhere that will continue living ever after
I die
You reside in my soul
In my soul....
....
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BLUE
This silly heart of mine
Craves for you everyday
Doesn't let me sleep
But dreams about you everyday
After all this time
After all these years
It falls for you everyday
It's unstoppable
It's unwanted
It was never easy to let you go
But I couldn't explain you further more
I tried moving on
But I could do so
I know I'll never be your love
And this truth turns me blue
....
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LIFE
When got enough confidence, the stage was gone....
When I was sure of losing....
I won....
When I needed people the most, they left me....
When I learn to dry my tears, I found a shoulder to cry on....
When I mastered the skill of hating, someone started loving me from the core of the heart....
And while waiting for light for hours when I fell asleep, the sun came out....
That's LIFE!!
No matter what you plan, you never know what life has planned for you....
SUCCESS introduces you to the world....
But
FAILURE introduces the world to you....
Always be HAPPY!!
Often we lose hope and think this is the END....
God smiles from above and says....
"Relax it's just a BEND, not the END"....!!!!
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WHEN YOU HURT
When you hurt
It feels like
Everything is collapsed
The whole world is against me
And,I am standing against them all
It feels like
Light is going away from me
And,Darkness is surrounding me and pulling me towards it
It feels like
Someone is stabbing me at the back
To make my blood sheds
Day by day
It is getting hard for me to breathe
The oxygen is getting less around me
Breathing is becoming painful for me
I am losing my hope to live....
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EXHAUSTED SOUL
Day by day
I am getting destroyed
Mentally and Emotionally
And damaging myself
Physically
I am tired of giving fake smile,
Tired of shrewding my tears,
Tired of shouting,
Tired of screaming,
I am exhausted with life
Now
I just want one thing
To take a deep breath
And close my eyes
Went to sleep
Silently and peacefully
And
FOREVER
I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP AGAIN....
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LIMIT
You can hurt me
Till I have a weakness on you,
You can see me cry
Till my tears are shrewding from my eyes,
You can stab me at my back
Till my back is not filled with wounds,
You can see my fake smile
Till I am in pain,
You can show your anger on me
Till I love you,
But
EVERYTHING HAS A LIMIT....
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WE WILL
It was not our fault
The situation was not with us
And, we get separated
We are separated by distance
But
Still we are under the same sky,
Still we are breathing the same air,
Still we are whispering our love for each other,
Still we are alive holding one hope,
That time will come
And we will meet again....
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TAKE ME WITH YOU
I remember each an every seconds I spend with you,
Each and every moments was special for us,
We spend many days together,
We shared our feelings,
We laughed together,
We cried together,
We walked together by holding each other's hand,
We hugged,
We loved each other a lot....
And you told me that
If I want the moon from the sky,
You are going to bring it for me,
You promised me that
Wherever you go
You are going to take me with you,
But, Baby
I don't want the moon from the sky,
I just want you,
So
Come back
And
Take me with you
No matter, were you are going?
If you are going to the hell also
I will happily go with you,
Just take me with you
Just take me....
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EXPECTATION
There is no creatures in this world who doesn't have any expectations
Every single creature has some expectations
May be it is small
May be it is huge
But
There is an existence of expectations in everyone
Expectations differs from person to person
Everyday some people get the chance to fulfil their expectations
Some people don't get the chance to fulfil their expectations
When expectations doesn't fulfil it really hurts....
And
I think everyone should feel the pain
Cause,after feeling that pain Second time when you are going to expect anything from anyone
You are going to think it for second time before expecting...
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INSECURE
I scream,
I shout,
I cry,
Because
I am insecure,
Insecure of losing you,
I loose many things in my life,
Now
I don't want to loose you....
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UP TO YOU
There is nothing to say,
You know everything,
Everything is told,
There are something which are untold,
I am not going to say it,
You have to understand,
If you want to....
After knowing all this
If you want to break it,
Or you want to leave me,
Or you want to give me more pain,
It's up to you....
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HATE VS LOVE
That day I went to you,
I told you that how much
I love you....
But
You didn't care
So
I just leave....
Many people asked me that
Why I didn't get back to you?
I just told them that
I had lost someone who use to
HATE ME
But
You had lost someone who use to
LOVE YOU A LOT....
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DEATH
People need enough guts to face death,
Some peoples are afraid of dying,
And
Some peoples want to die,
People die everyday
Some physically,
Some mentally,
Some emotionally,
Death is better than life
Cause,life hurts more than death,
Everyone has to die one day,
Only the time differs,
From person to person,
Death may mean that
You are going to extinct from this world,
But
If someone really loves you and cares for you,
You are going to stay immortal in that person's heart,
Life is a beautiful lie
Whereas
Death is a painful truth
.....
....
...
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IT HURT
It hurt when you cry,
Because, I can't tolerate your tears;
It hurt when you say BYE,
Because, I can't live without you;
It hurt when you shout at me,
Because, I can't listen to your rude voice;
It hurt when you don't talk to me,
Because, I can't live without listening to your words;
I know the reason why you do this?
You do all this in the intention of hurting me?
But, Dear
In the intention of hurting me,
You hurt yourself the most,
I can tolerate my pain,
Because, I know that
Most important person will hurt the most
But I can't tolerate your pain
....
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FIRST LOVE
I didn't thought that I am going to meet you,
Meeting you was just a coincident,
You teach me how to dream,
After learning it
I start imagining,
You never left me alone,
You were always there with me,
You use to understood me,
I use to share all my secrets as well as you use to do,
You use to trust me,
You use to believe me,
I will never be able to stop describing you,
You are just different from everyone,
No one can be like you,
You make me complete,
You make me feel special,
No one can take your place,
You were in my heart,
You are in my heart,
And
You will be there in my heart till the day I am alive
My love for you is as constant as the northern star in the sky
Nothing to say
But,one thing.....
I
LOVE
YOU
I LOVE YOU A LOT
A
LOT
.....
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YOU WILL NEVER KNOW
You will never know,
How much I love you?
You will never know,
How much I care for you?
You will never know,
How much I trust you?
You will never know ,
How much I believe you?
Because
You are so blind on
Believing in others words ,
Trusting on others expression,
Caring the ones who had never care for you,
And
Loving the ones who had just used you for their cause,
And
When you are going to understand all this
I will be too far from you....
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PLEASE COME BACK
I am still standing there,
From were you left me,
You left a gasping void in my heart;
Leaving me incapable of ever loving someone else,
You left by making me incomplete,
But,
You took my soul when you left
You took my happiness,smile and specially the dreams that we saw together,
You only left some unforgettable memories....
Now,
I am incapable of living anymore,
So,
Either you come back,
Or,
Allow me to left this world,
Because,
I can't live without you......
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I NEED YOU
When the thunder roars
I need you to grab;
But, you were not there
When I was unable to
reach the mountain top;
I need you to hold my hand
But, you were not there
When I was depressed
I need you to talk to me;
But ,you were not there
When I was crying
I need your shoulder to cry on;
But, you were not there
When it was raining heavily
I need you under my umbrella;
But, you were not there
When there was no one with me
I need you beside me;
But, you were not there
When my mood was off
I need you to make me smile;
But, you were not there....
But
Now you came,
You tried to find me,
You shouted by taking my name,
And
When you are unable to find me,
Your eyes filled with tears,
But
BABY, I can't help you
Because you are late
I had already played my part
And
Existed from the stage.....
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HEART
We all use our heart
as a storeroom;
Sometimes we store hatred,
Sometimes we store anger,
Sometimes we store ego,
And
what not ......
But
From now use your heart
as a tree;
Grow it with care,
Water it with happiness,
And
It will give you
fruits like
love , peace and so on
So
The heart is yours use it
PROPERLY
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SOMEONE
I wonder if you are lonesome tonight;
You know someone said that the world's a stage
And each must play a part
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart
Act one was when we meet,I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue;
Then came act two,you seemed to change and acted strange
And why I will never know ???
Darling, you lied when you said you loved me.
And I had no cause to doubt you;
But I had rather go on hearing your lies
Now the stage is bare and I am standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you won't come back to me,
Then make them bring the curtain
DOWN
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D.H
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MY LIFELINE
I trust you more
Than
I trust myself
I believe in you more
Than
I believe in myself
You are the one who is
always their by my side;
You are the one who
always helped me to solve my problems;
You are the one who
make me strong;
You are the one who
changed me alot;
You are the one who
always listen to my shitty stories;
You are the one who
always use to give motivational speech;
You are the one who
always stopped me when I needed to be stopped;
You are the one who
knows all my secrets;
Thank you for
All your inspiring suggestions;
To be their with me all the time in my ups and downs;
To receiving my calls no matter what the time is;
To tolerate me all the times;
I know
I am not your best friend;
And
I will never tell you to make me your best friend;
But
I want to be your good or close friend;
So
Guide me to be that
I know that I irritate you the most;
But you know
The person irritate you the most love you the most;
So be as you are,
And
Let me tell you
You are the northern star on my sky which is constant no one can remove it.....
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