Wrong
I told myself we can coparent.
I told myself my feelings for you are gone.
I told myself I can move on.
I told myself these things but I was wrong.
How do I move on?
How do I do this when it's my fault you are gone.
I didn't say I wanted you gone,
But my foolishness mad things go wrong.
Now I'm sitting here listing to sad songs.
I truly believe it's a mind over matter type of thing.
Yet every time I breath,
My chest hurt, my breath is weak, and everything in me wants to weep.
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