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Wars because of your toxic words
Wars in my chest Calling the doom to bring it roots Roots could be found Just when the heart starts its way to drop blood Lone in the night Hearing the sounds of my deepest teen memories Lot of my hands Lot of my finger tips Are bleeding so much more From the lies that you'd drop My real pain is here to make me fall Fall all apart till my skies get to be a cloud Rights and duties Lovers and enemies Heaven bring it melodies To my castle To my chest All over lone Calling for the doom Wicked all inside But my core is getting white Glasses had shattered The pictures of my life So dark it becomed Like a shallow rain Rain and wind had bring out my fear away Rain and poison were your empty root Toxic words Had poisonated all my rule I've became so dirty Till I have no right to look up Sorry Sorry Head up Of the story Grace had closed up all its doors
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i am here to clear all the mess that my heart leaves i was not strong enough to heale my broken bones it was for me to start a life but sadly i choosed to stay locked in the blessed months i cried in the choas of my mess that seemed to be so bright i closed my doors wished for the light to bring me home but sadly i was just a lost faded soul that wanted to fly so high i was not so lost but ive losed all the games to save my own living like a waste wanting to get the grace to ended up all those lies toxic lies .. hearing voices beleiving ....
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Make me strong again
Stray , astray should I keep my dreams forward​ Loved , to be loved you must give some sacrifices I've losted my soul When I losted your contentment Your lights Went so far From my fatal rears so long I've cried that night I dropped my fears along the ones who make me fall So tacky on my ground Mercy , mercy Have it on me You are my Lord The one who will never hate me The one who may never repulse my calls Remission, remissions I'm the sinner who deserves The life had tricked up your needy slave a lot M'y God forgives me All I need is your hopes My God enhance the faith of my spirit I'll pray this night The whole Till Dawn Your lights are always where I can seem to fade Your forgiveness is all I need after I repent Your words just always make me so strong away !
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To who I was
Not the same of yesterday Not the same of all the time Just a new version of life Having visions to be satisfied Hoping the doom to get its own path Far away from our fatal lives Sorrow won't leave me alone Pain won't give me a chance to sacrifice ...💔
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Written for the future YOU
I've always imagined your fair hair and ur veins that make ur arms look so good I've always imagined how u could look at me like nobody else It felt like it's the first time that anyone ever can see me or notice my existing , even though that feeling was no more than an imagination .. Your smile that soft one that u give and it makes me warm and powerful at the end of a long day , and your acts and manners that always make me feel lucky but just looking at u , just by seeing how much I do mean for you !, I've always made our conversation (you can say that every small words had been spoken since a long time ago ) that made our strong , honest , and atypical relationships it's like we were made for each other , it's like noone can even doubt on our love When we talk the world get constant , nothing but our wise deep talk , It's the most enjoyable things I may ever had , But will those thoughts became a true or just an illusion for me to go through will u ever exist to read those words , or I'll keep on dreaming till the day I'll be taking by God , Will we ever be that great words that I just wrote , or we are nothing more than a story that had been written by my cursed brain , those toxic pink world keep on visiting my black wild dorm , all I may tell is pls come in , I've been waiting you to show up since the day I realize that life is nothing more moments shared by loved people . If u will get the chance to read those lines make sure that I'll be always her to make ur laughs so loud ! Make sure that you are lucky too for having someone who wrote for someone that still doesn't exist but it may do it may don't (idiot but so fun) But the faith inside my heart keep on telling me that u are no more far , I've believed and I've trusted now everything is for God to decide
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Strong girl
In a small town a strong woman had started her life The joy was her best mate Till she mate The one who lets her down ! So wan she became No joy no words to say So brave so good she was She fighted all who lies And she gave her heart for once But sadly Her heart meant to bleed She wrote all her life but she erased the happy side And finally she decided to get up from the ground to erase that bad place that exists in her own mind No more mates , no more laughthats what she decided
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Wan souls (2)
My conscience stendeth asking my joyful fate How Right Cold Heartless Did she became Wan girl is me, I've wrote a line on The wall I've said too much But never I did define That all I was: is an unhappy lone story Making joy beyond my selfish bright Jewelery But I turned to be weary worn and wan The wrath inside my core surly belonged to the wasted souls who had missed being home Those who never returned to their bones They gave me A lesson with a golden pillar made of stone it was just for me Noone could deny what I had that sound It's hard to keep on being the same But never so harsh to save the peril of your best lives We are all wan But saldy we are blind to see that languid case Have faith Gave mercy Erase the rage And live strongly As a strong wan human being
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Cold july
Cold july has bring my tears on. My wildest fears Become my Joy roots. The skies had left me lonly And my stitches wont stop bleeding soon The scars made by the memory had took all my wealth destiny Frozen wind make my core shake its sins The fatal soul inside me had took all my pains. The ones which were stoken there where I run the most I can Is it OKEY to show weakness Is it alright to share my heartless words I May be the only one who talked to the White moon Im filfuling my stories in that cold july Where my life had been ruined Where i cant care anymore Were u here to hold me Were u even near my doom Where would i find me When Its all ruinee inside me I'll pray for myself to night I Will pray to get off that coldness inside
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Is that happyness ?
Birds could sing When the day is so blue They won't fly They will just get blue Red so far Till they make some glow Happy life would be found Just besides those pink clouds
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The destruction
I've seen your blood And it hurted my eye I've seen your tears And I felt the sorrow inside I've seen your scars The ones that had been drawn when you lost your dad The doom is near , be brave to die The lights won't​ shine your faithless heart Wars had all chased my butterflies I'm in my choas waiting till dusk The dust of my wood had made the stars , which shine so bright in that darkest time My kid is dead , We will meet at Grace , my wounded pieces belong to the roots of my pains Where the epochs had no more throne no more servitude The crown was hope , was to be a virtuous But now all the choas had turned the lights off , my kingdom is so meekness now All its fences are unlocked , destroyed till Dawn Renains are
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I'm the one to blame
In an early quiet night Some thoughts had just crossed the mind How can a child carry pain ? How can pain be that much harsh ? While just seeking the stars I've found that I'm the one who must be blamed Instead of changing a life I'm just sitting wondering How can pain be that much hard ? Looking at the wars Seeing that bloody love Looking at the prettiest faces in this worldly life How could the skies earn that darkie lives ? How could the sea bring that much fear ? Bring that much fear to the youth's cores Losing a lover , digging a mother Souls are in rest Places were just lefted
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The body of the past
For the rights of my pride I give all my crimes That Stole who I'm Which change the good inside Let's bring the fear behind Sing to erase the tears down Make the dead memory alive again Where we killed it once upon time Changed mind Can give all the life it sense Do we know that life envolve The conscience get to be told While the mature soul Sing along to the epic times !
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Truly are
No-one does apperciat my life , noone does make me strong at my weakest time Something wrong is dragging me all inside , nothing goes with the streams of my eyes I'll never be the one who acts so bright I'll prefer to be the mean while hiding inside My onliness had bring my joy alive Isolated Me had took all the sorrow of my eyes Never be scared from losing who were once upon time the whole of ur was , just fret up when you get no beasts inside, just yell when you lost who you truly are
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Fallen paper
Paper had felt on my ground the day we said goodbye It was fate for me when our story had been erased by the wafts of our history , moons and stars had took us to our destiny while the desires kept on a defield core had bring out all my worries Wasn't it hard for you ? Wasn't it cold to you to break your Happy​ involving lot Can you hear me? If you do hear my screams Then just wrap yourself in my streams ...
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Evil violin
I've plaid with my violin The sadness of my heart I've raised up all my power So my fiddle will beat hard I've learned by heart all the hymen of satan So sad So lonely Wicked souls had Dark blood plaid With that broken arm
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Wan girl (1)
Stubborn mind took me for a walk the pillar of my conscience stendeth asking for my pride The skies were so worn My lips went white I've felt so faint Looking to my feeble heart It looks like an obsequies so far Your love was trackless It makes me fall apart I wish we had ever been But wrongly we had never had a start
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Birds sing our songs
The birds are in the skies singing their favourite songs While , we are here in the ground Making our bones shake like stones Could the birds sing to us ? Their own country songs So we can hear them with thier light That lights our dorms I'm singing here for all the souls That left the ground and flight high So deep are they in this wood To fly far in the sky Will they reach someday the grace And how would thier end , ended like !
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Hidden
I'm the night beside the moon I'm the cloud who never rain The rainbow of mine is always gray And the water of my eye will never drow The tree of my heart will never grow living to die is all I want Wanting the bridge to reach the goals I'm the night in the wild Strom The poor inside will never reach home
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If YOU
If you love me Just tell me If you care about me Then hold me If you miss me Why won't you call me If you want me Fight to get me If you need me Then just leave me
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Une parole
On dirait parfois que notre vouloir ne sera jamais là pour nous lorsque on perdre notre pouvoir Ça sera un peu dure de prendre quelque douleurs qui se contiennent et notre passé.. Les douleurs qui vont rester gravées dans notre seul chambre qui se représente en disant qu'elle est la chambre de nos rêves c'est là où on peut ressentir l'existence de dieu
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Harsh times
My winds had been token By the ghost of souls He makes me lonely No way to sort I've always been dry Till my softness explored inside I've always seem stronger Till my my weakness had wrote the hymn of its painful wound Is it worthy to be honest ? Is it bad to restart a life ? I'm asking for who can make me higher I'm asking for who may treat me as a flier While I'm still grumping so tight , missing the clouds and wishing for Grace I'm only a dream fighter who may never reach its aim Just setting on fire all what may be close My loneliness had took my spirit while my youth had just born , and my heart had never been hired all what he can see is dark .. I'm so yield , the ground had turned black and all I can see is humbled plode that took the breath and ask for the decline
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Never so pure
Ash , ash I'm a criminal Who stands Ash , ash just inside your heart Why would i even care ? Isn't being strong just a cure Ash , ash go back home Ash , ash and listen to my bad words Am i so rude tonight ? Noone can be surprised ! Ash , ash let's be so nice Ash , ash you cannot stand by The one who burned you that time When you were so old inside Ash, ash look what we are Ash ,ash never surprised I've told him once before That this life won't be full of grief Ash ,ash had never been mine All i was is just a broken glass That give a shine for all The reflecting light behind Ash , ash why life had become Ash, ash dirty more than those stone Aren't we the one who decided that this won't happen never again Ash ,ash i fired my time Ash , ash could i just escape the fate the times and the walls Am i the only line ! Ash ,ash wasn't we so pure Ash ,ash why are we so grey From the ash that your eyes had dropped when your greed had all deny . Why were u so surprised Aren't we freak Me and my soul Dancing for tricks To heal out my bones Aren't the lights so pure to deny the sins of my life , The one who can forgive the brevity of my eyes
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Baby cry loudly
Baby i will cry drop it tonight no one would care but i'll understand how many creepy eyes in the sky how many ugly in a winsome life how many words could survive in this lie nothing can say but u baby girl . Asked u checked u will never count u look so free in ur small little mind baby i'll carry ur dreams tonight lets cry and have a warm twilight living with nothing could always make a start baby girl i know you are someone with a start ! Baby girl i will see u a star just when u close ur open eye i will never give someone its bright keeping it for u in a the safest inside ,i know you r so dark inside baby dont worry i will keep u bright ,baby i know u are in a choas ,baby girl i feel that ur heart will never cry innocent u who makes fall apart !
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Are we alive ?
Never so soon , my life will go Soon will be gold And I'm here acting surprised My heart will gone Just with your stunning lies Asking for helps Since you left me to hide Am i your doll? The one who survives Blaming my own for what i haven't get Easy is home , There up in the skies Angels had told me once to never be so warm My sins had all overcame my absence Where is my mind while I'm here to wreck down Under my bed they took all my dreams off Have i the right to ask if I am the prey ? Why would a human do that to me in the darkest inside Is it so wrong that i still can breath Chasing my life make me so blind to ease Bring out my fears that became once tears Monster should hide where i can be near Asking for lies Asking for heals Am i surprised to let you in here We were a flam Why would u believe ? Have we get lost ? Have we dried up our trees ? Who gave us once life When we were so discreet Now I'm up at the skies And u still just here Have we the right to ask If we can be so near ? Nothing is last just soul and that doll Making some noise so we can all hear The story of lines THe story of grief The story that chased all of us till we ended so near It says along It says so clear ARE WE ALIVE Because it's seems to be clear !
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Paths
We walked together the whole night But we didn't reach the same path Is that on me or it's just our stars ! Sorry , love Hope you will have mercy on my space, try your best to erase me from your parallel worlds Because I want to fulfill my way and I need a new company ..
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