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Wars because of your toxic words
Wars in my chest
Calling the doom to bring it roots
Roots could be found
Just when the heart starts its way to drop blood
Lone in the night
Hearing the sounds of my deepest teen memories
Lot of my hands
Lot of my finger tips
Are bleeding so much more
From the lies that you'd drop
My real pain is here to make me fall
Fall all apart till my skies get to be a cloud
Rights and duties
Lovers and enemies
Heaven bring it melodies
To my castle
To my chest
All over lone
Calling for the doom
Wicked all inside
But my core is getting white
Glasses had shattered
The pictures of my life
So dark it becomed
Like a shallow rain
Rain and wind had bring out my fear away
Rain and poison were your empty root
Toxic words
Had poisonated all my rule
I've became so dirty
Till I have no right to look up
Sorry
Sorry
Head up
Of the story
Grace had closed up all its doors
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i am here to clear all the mess that my heart leaves
i was not strong enough
to heale my broken bones
it was for me to start a life
but sadly i choosed to stay locked
in the blessed months i cried
in the choas of my mess that seemed to be so bright
i closed my doors
wished for the light to bring me home
but sadly i was just a lost faded soul
that wanted to fly so high
i was not so lost but ive losed all the games to save my own
living like a waste
wanting to get the grace
to ended up all those lies
toxic lies .. hearing voices
beleiving ....
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Make me strong again
Stray , astray should I keep my dreams forward
Loved ,
to be loved you must give some sacrifices
I've losted my soul
When I losted your contentment
Your lights
Went so far
From my fatal rears so long
I've cried that night
I dropped my fears along
the ones who make me fall
So tacky on my ground
Mercy , mercy
Have it on me
You are my Lord
The one who will never hate me
The one who may never repulse my calls
Remission, remissions
I'm the sinner who deserves
The life had tricked up your needy slave a lot
M'y God forgives me
All I need is your hopes
My God enhance the faith of my spirit
I'll pray this night
The whole
Till Dawn
Your lights are always where I can seem to fade
Your forgiveness is all I need after I repent
Your words just always make me so strong away !
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To who I was
Not the same of yesterday
Not the same of all the time
Just a new version of life
Having visions to be satisfied
Hoping the doom to get its own path
Far away from our fatal lives
Sorrow won't leave me alone
Pain won't give me a chance to sacrifice ...💔
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Written for the future YOU
I've always imagined your fair hair and ur veins that make ur arms look so good
I've always imagined how u could look at me like nobody else
It felt like it's the first time that anyone ever can see me or notice my existing , even though that feeling was no more than an imagination ..
Your smile that soft one that u give and it makes me warm and powerful at the end of a long day , and your acts and manners that always make me feel lucky but just looking at u , just by seeing how much I do mean for you !,
I've always made our conversation (you can say that every small words had been spoken since a long time ago ) that made our strong , honest , and atypical relationships it's like we were made for each other , it's like noone can even doubt on our love
When we talk the world get constant , nothing but our wise deep talk ,
It's the most enjoyable things I may ever had ,
But will those thoughts became a true or just an illusion for me to go through will u ever exist to read those words , or I'll keep on dreaming till the day I'll be taking by God ,
Will we ever be that great words that I just wrote , or we are nothing more than a story that had been written by my cursed brain , those toxic pink world keep on visiting my black wild dorm , all I may tell is pls come in , I've been waiting you to show up since the day I realize that life is nothing more moments shared by loved people . If u will get the chance to read those lines make sure that I'll be always her to make ur laughs so loud !
Make sure that you are lucky too for having someone who wrote for someone that still doesn't exist but it may do it may don't (idiot but so fun)
But the faith inside my heart keep on telling me that u are no more far , I've believed and I've trusted now everything is for God to decide
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Strong girl
In a small town
a strong woman had started her life
The joy was her best mate
Till she mate
The one who lets her down !
So wan she became
No joy no words to say
So brave so good she was
She fighted all who lies
And she gave her heart for once
But sadly
Her heart meant to bleed
She wrote all her life but she erased the happy side
And finally she decided to get up from the ground to erase that bad place that exists in her own mind
No more mates , no more laughthats what she decided
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Wan souls (2)
My conscience stendeth asking my joyful fate
How
Right
Cold
Heartless
Did she became
Wan girl is me, I've wrote a line on The wall
I've said too much
But never I did define
That all I was: is an unhappy lone story
Making joy beyond my selfish bright Jewelery
But I turned to be weary worn and wan
The wrath inside my core
surly belonged to the wasted souls who had missed being home
Those who never returned to their bones
They gave me
A lesson with a golden pillar made of stone
it was just for me
Noone could deny what I had that sound
It's hard to keep on being the same
But never so harsh to save the peril of your best lives
We are all wan
But saldy we are blind to see that languid case
Have faith
Gave mercy
Erase the rage
And live strongly
As a strong wan human being
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Cold july
Cold july has bring my tears on.
My wildest fears Become my Joy roots.
The skies had left me lonly
And my stitches wont stop bleeding soon
The scars made by the memory had took all my wealth destiny
Frozen wind make my core shake its sins
The fatal soul inside me had took all my pains.
The ones which were stoken there where I run the most I can
Is it OKEY to show weakness
Is it alright to share my heartless words
I May be the only one who talked to the White moon
Im filfuling my stories in that cold july
Where my life had been ruined
Where i cant care anymore
Were u here to hold me
Were u even near my doom
Where would i find me
When Its all ruinee inside me
I'll pray for myself to night
I Will pray to get off that coldness inside
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Is that happyness ?
Birds could sing
When the day is so blue
They won't fly
They will just get blue
Red so far
Till they make some glow
Happy life would be found
Just besides those pink clouds
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The destruction
I've seen your blood
And it hurted my eye
I've seen your tears
And I felt the sorrow inside
I've seen your scars
The ones that had been drawn when you lost your dad
The doom is near , be brave to die
The lights won't shine your faithless heart
Wars had all chased my butterflies
I'm in my choas waiting till dusk
The dust of my wood had made the stars
, which shine so bright in that darkest time
My kid is dead ,
We will meet at Grace
, my wounded pieces belong to the roots of my pains
Where the epochs had no more throne no more servitude
The crown was hope , was to be a virtuous
But now all the choas had turned the lights off ,
my kingdom is so meekness now
All its fences are unlocked , destroyed till Dawn
Renains are
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I'm the one to blame
In an early quiet night
Some thoughts had just crossed the mind
How can a child carry pain ?
How can pain be that much harsh ?
While just seeking the stars
I've found that I'm the one who must be blamed
Instead of changing a life
I'm just sitting wondering
How can pain be that much hard ?
Looking at the wars
Seeing that bloody love
Looking at the prettiest faces in this worldly life
How could the skies earn that darkie lives ?
How could the sea bring that much fear ?
Bring that much fear to the youth's cores
Losing a lover , digging a mother
Souls are in rest
Places were just lefted
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The body of the past
For the rights of my pride
I give all my crimes
That Stole who I'm
Which change the good inside
Let's bring the fear behind
Sing to erase the tears down
Make the dead memory alive again
Where we killed it once upon time
Changed mind
Can give all the life it sense
Do we know that life envolve
The conscience get to be told
While the mature soul
Sing along to the epic times !
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Truly are
No-one does apperciat my life , noone does make me strong at my weakest time
Something wrong is dragging me all inside , nothing goes with the streams of my eyes I'll never be the one who acts so bright
I'll prefer to be the mean while hiding inside
My onliness had bring my joy alive
Isolated Me had took all the sorrow of my eyes
Never be scared from losing who were once upon time the whole of ur was , just fret up when you get no beasts inside, just yell when you lost who you truly are
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Fallen paper
Paper had felt on my ground the day we said goodbye
It was fate for me when our story had been erased by the wafts of our history
, moons and stars had took us to our destiny while the desires kept on a defield core had bring out all my worries
Wasn't it hard for you ?
Wasn't it cold to you to break your Happy involving lot
Can you hear me?
If you do hear my screams
Then just wrap yourself in my streams
...
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Evil violin
I've plaid with my violin
The sadness of my heart
I've raised up all my power
So my fiddle will beat hard
I've learned by heart all the hymen of satan
So sad
So lonely
Wicked souls had
Dark blood plaid
With that broken arm
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Wan girl (1)
Stubborn mind took me for a walk the pillar of my conscience stendeth asking for my pride
The skies were so worn
My lips went white
I've felt so faint
Looking to my feeble heart
It looks like an obsequies so far
Your love was trackless
It makes me fall apart
I wish we had ever been
But wrongly we had never had a start
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Birds sing our songs
The birds are in the skies singing their favourite songs
While , we are here in the ground
Making our bones shake like stones
Could the birds sing to us ?
Their own country songs
So we can hear them with thier light
That lights our dorms
I'm singing here for all the souls
That left the ground and flight high
So deep are they in this wood
To fly far in the sky
Will they reach someday the grace
And how would thier end , ended like !
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Hidden
I'm the night beside the moon
I'm the cloud who never rain
The rainbow of mine is always gray
And the water of my eye will never drow
The tree of my heart will never grow living to die is all I want
Wanting the bridge to reach the goals
I'm the night in the wild Strom
The poor inside will never reach home
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If YOU
If you love me
Just tell me
If you care about me
Then hold me
If you miss me
Why won't you call me
If you want me
Fight to get me
If you need me
Then just leave me
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Une parole
On dirait parfois que notre vouloir ne sera jamais là pour nous lorsque on perdre notre pouvoir
Ça sera un peu dure de prendre quelque douleurs qui se contiennent et notre passé..
Les douleurs qui vont rester gravées dans notre seul chambre qui se représente en disant qu'elle est la chambre de nos rêves c'est là où on peut ressentir l'existence de dieu
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Harsh times
My winds had been token
By the ghost of souls
He makes me lonely
No way to sort
I've always been dry
Till my softness explored inside
I've always seem stronger
Till my my weakness had wrote the hymn of its painful wound
Is it worthy to be honest ?
Is it bad to restart a life ?
I'm asking for who can make me higher
I'm asking for who may treat me as a flier
While I'm still grumping so tight , missing the clouds and wishing for Grace
I'm only a dream fighter who may never reach its aim
Just setting on fire all what may be close
My loneliness had took my spirit while my youth had just born , and my heart had never been hired all what he can see is dark ..
I'm so yield , the ground had turned black and all I can see is humbled plode that took the breath and ask for the decline
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Never so pure
Ash , ash I'm a criminal
Who stands
Ash , ash just inside your heart
Why would i even care ?
Isn't being strong just a cure
Ash , ash go back home
Ash , ash and listen to my bad words
Am i so rude tonight ?
Noone can be surprised !
Ash , ash let's be so nice
Ash , ash you cannot stand by
The one who burned you that time
When you were so old inside
Ash, ash look what we are
Ash ,ash never surprised
I've told him once before
That this life won't be full of grief
Ash ,ash had never been mine
All i was is just a broken glass
That give a shine for all
The reflecting light behind
Ash , ash why life had become
Ash, ash dirty more than those stone
Aren't we the one who decided that this won't happen never again
Ash ,ash i fired my time
Ash , ash could i just escape the fate the times and the walls
Am i the only line !
Ash ,ash wasn't we so pure
Ash ,ash why are we so grey
From the ash that your eyes had dropped when your greed had all deny .
Why were u so surprised
Aren't we freak
Me and my soul
Dancing for tricks
To heal out my bones
Aren't the lights so pure to deny the sins of my life ,
The one who can forgive the brevity of my eyes
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Baby cry loudly
Baby i will cry drop it tonight no one would care but i'll understand how many creepy eyes in the sky how many ugly in a winsome life how many words could survive in this lie nothing can say but u baby girl .
Asked u checked u will never count u look so free in ur small little mind baby i'll carry ur dreams tonight lets cry and have a warm twilight living with nothing could always make a start baby girl i know you are someone with a start ! Baby girl i will see u a star just when u close ur open eye i will never give someone its bright keeping it for u in a the safest inside ,i know you r so dark inside baby dont worry i will keep u bright ,baby i know u are in a choas ,baby girl i feel that ur heart will never cry innocent u who makes fall apart !
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Are we alive ?
Never so soon , my life will go
Soon will be gold
And I'm here acting surprised
My heart will gone
Just with your stunning lies
Asking for helps
Since you left me to hide
Am i your doll?
The one who survives
Blaming my own for what i haven't get
Easy is home ,
There up in the skies
Angels had told me once to never be so warm
My sins had all overcame my absence
Where is my mind while I'm here to wreck down
Under my bed they took all my dreams off
Have i the right to ask if I am the prey ?
Why would a human do that to me in the darkest inside
Is it so wrong that i still can breath
Chasing my life make me so blind to ease
Bring out my fears that became once tears
Monster should hide where i can be near
Asking for lies
Asking for heals
Am i surprised to let you in here
We were a flam
Why would u believe ?
Have we get lost ?
Have we dried up our trees ?
Who gave us once life
When we were so discreet
Now I'm up at the skies
And u still just here
Have we the right to ask
If we can be so near ?
Nothing is last just soul and that doll
Making some noise so we can all hear
The story of lines
THe story of grief
The story that chased all of us till we ended so near
It says along
It says so clear
ARE WE ALIVE
Because it's seems to be clear !
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