Lost.
I hate every single cell of me ,
Every single thought,
every single memory,
every lesson I've been taught.
I hate my long brown hair,
I hate my eyes as well.
can't say that I don't care
about what people tell.
I just want to run away
somewhere far, far away.
and I want to stay in silence,
feel no fear, truly slay.
I just want to be right now
in the deepest point of forest.
Surprisingly, I got somehow—
this is not my real purpose.
do I want to be alone ?
will my problems be solved then ?
if I'm somewhere far from home
Will I say the words " I can " ?
or I'll feel it all again ?!
it all, without any explanation...
I'm so tired of this frustration,
that is chasing me from then .
from that time , when I forgot
who I really am .
11 Aug, 2020.
11:17 p.m.
02.12.2020
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