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4am thoughts
She's so pretty
Under the star light.
Oh, what a pity!
I failed the last fight
Against the sun,
Now I'm looking for peace
Limb of my fun -
Taking on your blow kiss
Maybe not as expected,
But only at first,
At night world's so perfect,
And my world is cursed.
It was fallen in sins,
Like the one who "Brings Light"*,
Now the scratches on fins
Back my mind into fright,
To the darkest desires,
Forcing monsters exult,
Like those worshipers
Grinned in the face of 'occult',
During making bonfires
Just to please our Lord,
In such rates, I am sure,
Soon we'll end the last chord...
I'm alone in this city,
I'm waiting for night,
All I know – she's so pretty,
Under gentle star light.
*One who "Brings Light " – Lucifer
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Innocent
She washes pills down
With a booze
She's getting lost
In land of blues
Those easy money
Makes her blank
She's playing bunny
With new crank
Not single day
Without drugs
Her dealer used her
Thousand times
She disappointed
Mum and dad
As they were dreamt
She'll be a vet
But they don't know
She works with beasts
She plays her role
Of dirty priest
She's being trumpled
Into mud
My Saint Girl
From flesh and blood
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joke
senseless and broken.
blood's everywhere.
mommy is crying.
the fact i didn't care
makes me a monster.
but i'm fucking tearless.
you took all of me and
you left being speechess.
and no one will love me,
i know that for sure.
u named all the reasons
so now i'm impure.
i'm paltry, i'm needless,
they say i need cure..
i'm full of your meanness,
u call it "mature".
so, all that you've done
was it just for your fun?
then i was a joke.
my love was a dun.
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Late night talks
Give me your hand,
Warm me with your smile.
Who knows, is it the end,
If feelings getting aisle?
If you may stay with me,
My friend,
Or leave me for a while?
If all of treasure turn to sand,
Would you live on such isle
In absolute unmanned?
It's early morning, look at dial,
We sat up long in fairyland,
So we should sleep just for awhile,
Hold onto me, my little friend,
I feel it's coming to the end.
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My girlfriend
My girlfriend said
I was sad
My girlfriend said
I was so sad
Because she didn't love
Me
Because she didn't love
Me so bad
And
Now my hands
Hold her head
Oh, yes,
My hands
Hold her head
* * *
My girlfriend
Was so sad
My girlfriend
Was so sad
I'm smelling
All like she
I'm covered
All in red
And
I love her more
When she's dead
And
She loves me now
Oh, yes,
She loves me more
When she's dead
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Lullaby
Sleep, my sweetheart, it's okay!
She just came to play a game.
She's not cruel,
She's alone.
She wants you to be her own!
Don't be loud, son,
Please calm down!
She will be a better mom!
Come on, baby,
Shut your eyes.
She annoys because of cries!
Don't afraid
Of her dead sight.
Probably she wouldn't bite.
She's behind you,
Turn around!
In her hair – mud from her mound.
What is sticking up
From clothes?
Just some smithers of her bones.
Her white dress
Is long since gray
But, my honey, she won't bray!
Hush, my darling,
Let her hug!
Don't resist if she will tug.
Sleep, my sweetheart, it's okay!
She just came to play a game.
Eenie meenie miney mo...
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After all
you should have kissed me then,
that day, that night, that moment.
now you have no right to even touch me.
but it's unlikely that you're heavy-hearted.
after all, you are not inclined to sentimentality.
in hell you'll play the harp.
after all, you're just an angel with wings torn off.
i'm sorry for you,
you live in self-deception
and misunderstanding.
nobody likes you, right?
you reject and use,
you break and trample.
and yet,
you should have kissed me then,
that day, that night, that moment
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Drunk
I am not sure if you're still here
This sound around is a blare
The bender went so fucking mad
So our bodies're drowned in red
(Chorus)
Yeah, you know, I'm not your type
I'm the fucker you won't find
But you're still here next to me
So I feel you're not gonna leave
Some days ago I had a choke
The envious say I'd better croak
They've missed I've stolen one cat's life
So have in stock another five
(Chorus)
Yeah, you know, I'm not your type
I'm the fucker you won't find
But you're still here next to me
So I feel you're not gonna leave
You'll never find another way
You got yourself in a decay
And me, I used to get so high
Oh, damn, how crystal is the sky
(Bridge)
Broken times
And broken hands
We are young
And no regrets
Roll up the sleeve
Give me your hand
Welcome to the
Wonderland
(Chorus)
Yeah, you know, I'm not your type
I'm the fucker you won't find
But you're still here next to me
So I feel you're not gonna leave
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We
She was nine,
And I was ten.
We are friends
All time since then.
She is blonde,
I am brunette.
But it doesn't clog
As yet.
She's my heart,
And I'm her soul,
We won't stop
To feel love so.
I am hers,
But is she mine?
Soon we'll see
The truth in wine.
First true friend,
And first true senses.
We forgot of
All offences.
And by the things,
With limpid tears,
I am intend
Without fears:
'I love you, friend, and trust my life,
Till whole world’s end and afterlife!
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Be my Blue ('Cause Blue Is the Warmest Color)
Be my blue. I beg you,
Warm me.
Be my little piece of art.
Be my muse. I need you,
Warn me,
If the walls fall down apart.
Be my spring. I want you,
Call me.
Be my secret ace in sleeve.
Be my bow. I pray you,
Tell me,
If you need me to be cleave.
Be my light. I ask you,
Hold me,
If the darkness keeps my mind.
Be my sea. I miss you.
Spark me.
Or you only can be mine.
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Fall Breath
Gold leaves,
Long sleeves.
Deep sleeps,
Your warm lips.
Hot coffee,
Sweet toffee.
With you getting soppy,
Cheeks – scarlet poppy.
Green eyes,
Pulse highs.
Your ginger hair,
And
Intense blare.
Autumn is here.
Again.
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Орнаменти
Зорі малюють орнаменти дивні:
Казкові тварини і квіти чарівні,
На щастя, на долю – заквітчані Небом;
Нам Місяць співає – відлуння йде степом.
А там у степу біжить Кінь вороний,
Ніким не об’їжджений, вільний, прудкий,
Мов блискавка, мов той дикий вогонь,
Жагу в собі носить – за ним вітер вдогонь...
А Небо узорами сипле на землю,
Кришталем вистукує – я йому внемлю.
Іскри летять – ось-ось спалахне,
Феєрія ночі чарує мене.
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Справжнє
Що таке справжнє?
То тільки почуття:
Такі глибокі і далекі,
Як ті шляхи у небуття.
Я зберегла у пам'яті деталі.
То була осінь...
Дивная пора,
Коли жовтіє листя,
І пряно пахне кава.
Коли все помирає... Але не почуття!
Вони бурхливо спалахнули в грудях,
Зостався тільки попіл після них.
Твоїх ласкавих рук вже не забуду,
Як не забуду блиск очей твоїх.
Той день для мене -
Теплий, щирий сміх,
Пусті розмови,
Кава й сигарети,
Що були перші і такі бридкі...
Але з тобою поруч все мов оживало,
Втрачало сірість і безбарвність фарб.
Ти була сонцем, де б ти не з'являлась,
Ти була мрією, куди б ти не пішла.
І все що було після –
Все омана!
Ти залишилась в серці назавжди.
Тепер мені зосталась тільки згадка
Про ті осінні теплі й справжні дні.
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Extravaganza
I'm in the forest of sadness
This stone jungle screwing my head
And
All my thoughts tighten a knot round
Round my neck...
I need just a smile in approval
I don't want to listen your lie
I know you can still
Feel all the sorrow, so let me see
You still can cry
And I was following the light
Of golden sun, against the fright
You know I might, you know I might
And I was searching for the rest
I felt alive and I was blessed
[Chorus]
But now let me fall
Let me fall and tear my soul
I feel like missing all my walls
Now let me fall
Let me fall and tear my soul
I can't take it anymore
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