Prologue
So I wrote the flashback with italics in this chapter so don't get confused when you read that flashback part. Enjoy 🌹
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Delilah.
"Hi. My name is Delilah." I said as I looked around the people sitting with me in the circle.
"Hi, Delilah." They said in unison.
I took a deep breath first. I looked down at my hands lying in my lap as I started to speak.
"Six months ago. I lost someone. Someone I loved. Someone who meant so much to me. And the one thing I regret is that I never got to tell him that I loved him." I looked up for a bit. Every person there was giving me each and every bit of their attention. I continued, "He always used to tell me how much he loved me and how much he cherished me. But I-" Tears fell down my face as I wiped them away. "I never had the courage to say those things back to him. That day he came to get his good luck kiss from me." I smiled as my mind went back to the memory of that day.
I was reading a book in my bed as I heard a knock on the french doors in my room. I look outside the glass doors as I saw Flynn standing there with a grin he waved at me. I rolled my eyes at him as I got up and opened the door for him.
I felt the cold breezes touch my barely covered body as I opened the door. I let him in and quickly closed the door.
"Flynn, how many times have I told you to come in from the front door?" I asked as he gave me simple shrug.
"I don't know a thousand times." He answered. I looked at him with bored expression as he smiled.
"It's no fun coming in through the front door." He said as he walked up to my bed he took off his varsity jacket and put it on the couch as he plopped down on the bed.
"You'll hurt yourself someday." I said as I sat down beside him.
He gave me a teasing smile as he sat up. "Come here." He said as he softly pulled me by my arm closer to him. He leaned in and locked his lips with mine. At first he softly sucked in my lips then his tongue entered my mouth. He held my face with one hand and his other hand was still holding my arm. His hands were cold but they felt good touching my skin.
He slowly pulled away from me as he rested his forehead against mine. He held my both of my hands as he looked right into my eyes.
"If I would come in from the front door I won't be able to see that cute little worried look on your face." He said as I let a soft chuckle.
"You like to see me worried?" I asked. He placed another soft kiss on my lips.
"Not just worried. Worried for me." He replied as I scoffed.
"You're dumbass." I said as I let out a small laugh.
"Your dumbass." He answered as he let go of me and laid back in the bed.
I rolled my eyes at him. "What are you doing here anyways? I thought you'd come in the morning." I asked.
"That was the plan but I just got a text from coach saying that we'll be leaving early in the morning." He said as he sat up and took off his shoes.
"Why?" I asked as I laid back in the bed.
"Something about bad weather." He said as he took off his shirt and laid down beside me wrapping his arms around me. "Man, I so wish you could come with me." He said as he placed a kiss on my forehead.
I gently caressed his arm. "I wish that too." I said as I moved a little closer to him.
"Why your parents had to ground you just before my important match?" He sounded a little frustrated.
I giggled as I sat up and looked at him. "Because they caught us doing the same thing we are doing right now." I answered.
"We were cuddling. There's nothing wrong with cuddling." He argued like a little kid trying to prove his point.
"We were half naked just like we are right now." I said and he let out a small laugh.
"Oh, Del. I can give up anything just to hold you." He said as he looked at me with affection in his eyes.
"Even your dick?" I joked and he shrugged.
"Well, if I have to I will become a lesbian for you." He said as he held my hand softly. "I really love you, Delilah Tyson." He said as he looked into my eyes waiting for me to say something.
"I love you too, Flynn Jacobs." Tears fell down my face as I sobbed a little the woman sitting beside held my hand to comfort me. I looked at her gratefully. "That's what I wanted to say to him but I didn't." I said as I wiped my tears. "I wish I had. I wish I had told him that he meant everything to me, that I loved him and I wanted to stay with him forever. But I never said that because I was too weak to accept my own feelings. And that was the last time I saw him. I didn't went to his funeral. I haven't even went to his grave yet. I just- I can't accept it. I can't just accept that he's gone." I put my head in my hands as I sobbed.
I felt the woman, sitting beside me, hugging me. "It's okay, sweetheart. You're gonna be alright." She said but I knew that I won't be. I can't be. Not without him. Not without Flynn.
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Delilah.
"Hi. My name is Delilah." I said as I looked around the people sitting with me in the circle.
"Hi, Delilah." They said in unison.
I took a deep breath first. I looked down at my hands lying in my lap as I started to speak.
"Six months ago. I lost someone. Someone I loved. Someone who meant so much to me. And the one thing I regret is that I never got to tell him that I loved him." I looked up for a bit. Every person there was giving me each and every bit of their attention. I continued, "He always used to tell me how much he loved me and how much he cherished me. But I-" Tears fell down my face as I wiped them away. "I never had the courage to say those things back to him. That day he came to get his good luck kiss from me." I smiled as my mind went back to the memory of that day.
I was reading a book in my bed as I heard a knock on the french doors in my room. I look outside the glass doors as I saw Flynn standing there with a grin he waved at me. I rolled my eyes at him as I got up and opened the door for him.
I felt the cold breezes touch my barely covered body as I opened the door. I let him in and quickly closed the door.
"Flynn, how many times have I told you to come in from the front door?" I asked as he gave me simple shrug.
"I don't know a thousand times." He answered. I looked at him with bored expression as he smiled.
"It's no fun coming in through the front door." He said as he walked up to my bed he took off his varsity jacket and put it on the couch as he plopped down on the bed.
"You'll hurt yourself someday." I said as I sat down beside him.
He gave me a teasing smile as he sat up. "Come here." He said as he softly pulled me by my arm closer to him. He leaned in and locked his lips with mine. At first he softly sucked in my lips then his tongue entered my mouth. He held my face with one hand and his other hand was still holding my arm. His hands were cold but they felt good touching my skin.
He slowly pulled away from me as he rested his forehead against mine. He held my both of my hands as he looked right into my eyes.
"If I would come in from the front door I won't be able to see that cute little worried look on your face." He said as I let a soft chuckle.
"You like to see me worried?" I asked. He placed another soft kiss on my lips.
"Not just worried. Worried for me." He replied as I scoffed.
"You're dumbass." I said as I let out a small laugh.
"Your dumbass." He answered as he let go of me and laid back in the bed.
I rolled my eyes at him. "What are you doing here anyways? I thought you'd come in the morning." I asked.
"That was the plan but I just got a text from coach saying that we'll be leaving early in the morning." He said as he sat up and took off his shoes.
"Why?" I asked as I laid back in the bed.
"Something about bad weather." He said as he took off his shirt and laid down beside me wrapping his arms around me. "Man, I so wish you could come with me." He said as he placed a kiss on my forehead.
I gently caressed his arm. "I wish that too." I said as I moved a little closer to him.
"Why your parents had to ground you just before my important match?" He sounded a little frustrated.
I giggled as I sat up and looked at him. "Because they caught us doing the same thing we are doing right now." I answered.
"We were cuddling. There's nothing wrong with cuddling." He argued like a little kid trying to prove his point.
"We were half naked just like we are right now." I said and he let out a small laugh.
"Oh, Del. I can give up anything just to hold you." He said as he looked at me with affection in his eyes.
"Even your dick?" I joked and he shrugged.
"Well, if I have to I will become a lesbian for you." He said as he held my hand softly. "I really love you, Delilah Tyson." He said as he looked into my eyes waiting for me to say something.
"I love you too, Flynn Jacobs." Tears fell down my face as I sobbed a little the woman sitting beside held my hand to comfort me. I looked at her gratefully. "That's what I wanted to say to him but I didn't." I said as I wiped my tears. "I wish I had. I wish I had told him that he meant everything to me, that I loved him and I wanted to stay with him forever. But I never said that because I was too weak to accept my own feelings. And that was the last time I saw him. I didn't went to his funeral. I haven't even went to his grave yet. I just- I can't accept it. I can't just accept that he's gone." I put my head in my hands as I sobbed.
I felt the woman, sitting beside me, hugging me. "It's okay, sweetheart. You're gonna be alright." She said but I knew that I won't be. I can't be. Not without him. Not without Flynn.
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That's a heartwarming story. Full of emotions😘
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baby，you are gonna be alright.
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