BIPØLAR

CVLD BLVVDED

I erased my past, I snapped my fingers and changed my mask, Several years have passed my brain is messed, I'm still alone with regrets but at least I've dealt with the stress, I POURED SOME EVIL FROM MY VEINS, LIFE TOOK ON NEW VALUE AFTER I EXPERIENCED DEATH, I STAYED ALIVE AFTER GOING THROUGH THE PAIN, FINALLY I GOT LIFE, BEFORE I ONLY HAD BREATH, I have played enough games, I learned a lesson from pain, Words hurt deeper than a blade, The most painful feeling is when you're to blame, It eats away from the inside, Eats away at all thoughts in the mind, No escape when the cage is your mind, THAT VERY FORGIVENESS CANNOT BE FOUND Digging in my soul, still can't reach my goal, Thinking of my being, this is annoying feeling, Signs on the walls, they're carved in blood, Drowning in my thoughts that are incoherent, My phone is tearing apart from calls, I'm gone without saying a thing to my loved ones, I'm sorry, I didn't want 'em to worry, I worked on myself I was just like under water, So much pain from worry, I WOULD RIP MY HEART OUT, It all sounds like a fictional tale, BUT IT'S TRUE I'M BIPOLAR, I'M LIKE AN EXTRA WORM IN THIS WORLD AT THE LEVEL OF DIRT, I DON'T WANT TO RESTRAIN MYSELF ANYMORE, MY SECOND PERSONALITY WILL KILL EVERYONE... AHAHHHH... I'm just tired... Ahhhhhhh...

2021-08-29 12:31:48

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Behind your back people are talking Using words that cut you down to size You want to fight back It's building inside you Holding you up Taking you hostage It's worth fighting for They'll try to take your pride Try to take your soul They'll try to take all the control They'll look you in the eyes Fill you full of lies Believe me they're gonna try So when you're feeling crazy And things fall apart Listen to your head Remember who you are You're the one You're the unbreakable heart

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Привет , мой милый друг Забыл ли ты, как долго не писала , Прости ,но я хотела отпустить Всю слабостью ,что в себе искала . И может ты проник Моим письмом до дрожи Забыл ли мой дневник , Увиденный стихами одинокой ночи ... Об памяти прошедших дней , Ты не увидишь ни души порока Лишь слабый шепот чувств Уложенных строками тонко . Немой вопрос в глазах Оставлю с времям на последок Легонько холодом касаний уходя , Чтоб не запомнил запах пепла.

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