Chapter Fourteen: Life
Life, sometimes it's crazy how things turn out. I really don't want to keep my hopes up. Because I finally got one of my wishes I finally got to see my father. I haven't seen him since I was twelve years old. Ain't that something? I mean I've seen him at stores but never gotten a chance to spend time with him. I was one of those young girls growing up without a father while my brothers and sister had their father. To me, it felt as though he didn't want to be in my life.
I really wanted to tell him how I felt but never gotten that chance maybe one day I'll tell him. I know that he and his wife was happy to see me. I really hope he was. I mean he kept telling me "he loves me"the only thing I could say was okay because I couldn't fix my mouth to say those words. It's weird for me you know because I never grew up with a father. He doesn't know I've been bullied in elementary and middle school. He doesn't know I'm Dyscalculia. He does know I have scoliosis because we were talking about jobs and stuff. I mean he misses out on a lot of things in my life. Even though he have I still became an amazing woman.
Because my mother couldn't ask for anyone else. To teach me wrong from right. And becoming a woman. But what every girl wish is to have her father there for her.
I really wanted to tell him how I felt but never gotten that chance maybe one day I'll tell him. I know that he and his wife was happy to see me. I really hope he was. I mean he kept telling me "he loves me"the only thing I could say was okay because I couldn't fix my mouth to say those words. It's weird for me you know because I never grew up with a father. He doesn't know I've been bullied in elementary and middle school. He doesn't know I'm Dyscalculia. He does know I have scoliosis because we were talking about jobs and stuff. I mean he misses out on a lot of things in my life. Even though he have I still became an amazing woman.
Because my mother couldn't ask for anyone else. To teach me wrong from right. And becoming a woman. But what every girl wish is to have her father there for her.
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