In high school I never got picked on to be honest only thing was said to me was when this little smut who didn't like me who me and my cousin called blackjack and her friend who was a boy who I swear up and down was gay, who was tryna talk crap to me and put me down on the bus who I ignored and let them continue talking.

And in Art class when this little ninth grader said I looked like a guy just because I was tall and skinny I was mad as heck but I ignore him because deep down I knew if I snap I would've been taken down to the principal office to call my mom or my cousin to come down to that school and calm me down after that day I stopped going and never graduated once I gotten older I realize I should have stayed and graduated but I didn't like how the school was once we gotten that new principal who was my nieces and nephew old principal.

Once I got eighteen everything was cool I mean it was great I hang out with my family who was my cousin since the age of twelve we always kicked it we stayed at each other house I had a couple of boyfriends. Like this one guy I truly regretted breaking up with him since this day and I'm twenty-three now I always say I wish I could talk to him again but he probably got himself and girlfriend and kids and don't remember me.

But oh well, and I bet you guessing do I have a boyfriend or kids well let's just say no I do not I've been single since I was eighteen haven't had an official boyfriend and I'ma virgin but it's kind of okay to me I mean I get lonely sometimes and say I need a boyfriend or whatever but I know that's not the only thing in life, I'm the type of chick who depends on herself and do for herself and only ask her mom for something if I can't get it myself other than that I buy my own things.

I might live with my mom but once I get myself together and get my license and car I'm so dipping out of the city that I'm living in because these people who supposed to be my family are a two-faced, nosey and fake smile in your face and then talk about you behind your back. You think I'm talking about friends? Let me tell you.

I'm talking about my own family they so worry about who you're not messing with or who you are messing with and what you're doing with your life like what the hell. All they do is come to me about why am I a virgin, why I still live with my mom when I'ma gets a boyfriend.

Why! Why! Why! I want to say, get out my business. But I don't, I just laugh and said I got a friend that's all them nosey people going to get from me just like they in my thirteen-year-old niece business calling her a hoe when they don't know anything about her or what she does only reason they would know if one of our family members go and tell it and put somebody down.

That's one reason why I wanted to move out of the city that I'm living in and move to a different part of Virginia or to North Carolina because whoosh it's too much I use to argue with my mom a lot but now it's my brother because he contently drink and drink he's a totally alcoholic. And those people I can't stand let me tell you I hate drunks with a passion.